okay...well...its kinda late...and everyone else is asleep............so what do i do? instead of talking to myself i type to myself..what a deal considering i am one of the most slow typists on the face of the earth. okay well since its late i am kind of thinking about sleeping. i dont mean i am thinking about going to sleep..i mean i am thinking
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i think i am getting to a therapist soon, so maybe that will solve some of these problems for me. an isssue with having the therapist is im not sure how openly i can discuss drugs with them. if anyone could let me know if they will shut up to your parents if you ask them to, please let me know
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And i never realized this (because i always thought that you MADE yourself puke...because you used it to lose weight, and now its just a habit) But anyways I had the same deal. Like I hatedmyself and my body, even though i wasnt really ever fat at all. (i hated having curves and stuff) And so i would try to not eat. (but i have no willpower) And all the sudden i started to hate food soo much that I would throw up everytime i ate. ANd i didnt ever stick my finger dont my throat. I just hated it so much that it would make me sick. Everytime there was food in my stomache....
So yea...conclusion of my crazy rant...we have somethign in common! lol
oh and...add me!
<3 Samm
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Let us celebrate out problem. not that a "problem" should be celebrated...but ah what the hell! : )
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and then rationing myself to every once in awhile
this way it wont get as...controlling of my life..which sounds gay cause its just weed, but it starts gettin to you after awhile
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