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Apr 03, 2005 00:14

okay...well...its kinda late...and everyone else is asleep............so what do i do? instead of talking to myself i type to myself..what a deal considering i am one of the most slow typists on the face of the earth. okay well since its late i am kind of thinking about sleeping. i dont mean i am thinking about going to sleep..i mean i am thinking ( Read more... )

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peenz April 3 2005, 07:50:00 UTC
wow where to begin, first off. i too have a small penis, and you know who would want to get naked since the world seems to demand a huge porn cock right ( ... )

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yourlungsonly6 April 3 2005, 16:19:36 UTC
thanks sean

i think i am getting to a therapist soon, so maybe that will solve some of these problems for me. an isssue with having the therapist is im not sure how openly i can discuss drugs with them. if anyone could let me know if they will shut up to your parents if you ask them to, please let me know

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teenyweeny0614 April 3 2005, 12:09:41 UTC
HEY JEFF!!! : ) So nice to see youve finally made a journal!!

And i never realized this (because i always thought that you MADE yourself puke...because you used it to lose weight, and now its just a habit) But anyways I had the same deal. Like I hatedmyself and my body, even though i wasnt really ever fat at all. (i hated having curves and stuff) And so i would try to not eat. (but i have no willpower) And all the sudden i started to hate food soo much that I would throw up everytime i ate. ANd i didnt ever stick my finger dont my throat. I just hated it so much that it would make me sick. Everytime there was food in my stomache....

So yea...conclusion of my crazy rant...we have somethign in common! lol

oh and...add me!
<3 Samm

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yourlungsonly6 April 3 2005, 16:22:22 UTC
wow. we do have something in common. that is amazing. we should celebrate our problem..wait..you are using past tense words in here( had, didnt, hated, etc.) how did you get rid of this if you did? thanks for your understandingfulness.......i know that thats not a word

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teenyweeny0614 April 3 2005, 18:28:26 UTC
understandingfulness? LOl...no i still have my problem just not as bad. I can sort of control it. I still hate food....but i love it at the same time. hahaha...yeah im a very contradictory person i guess! lol

Let us celebrate out problem. not that a "problem" should be celebrated...but ah what the hell! : )

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horrify April 3 2005, 13:20:09 UTC
i've heard all this before. but i love yourself, so don't hate yourself.

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yourlungsonly6 April 3 2005, 16:23:07 UTC
i love yourself also slutcakes

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the_champion_b April 3 2005, 13:58:31 UTC
i just read the longest entry of my life, and i don't even know you. that's crazy. but i added u cause baby jesus asked me too. baby jesus is your gf ( ... )

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yourlungsonly6 April 3 2005, 16:26:05 UTC
thankyou for taking your time with me even though you dont even know me. how nice. its not really particular foods its just anything n my stomach most of the time. with the whole pot thing i am going 3 weeks with absolutley none :(
and then rationing myself to every once in awhile

this way it wont get as...controlling of my life..which sounds gay cause its just weed, but it starts gettin to you after awhile

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dream_lite April 3 2005, 16:38:34 UTC
That was a very...insightful entry. I really am sorry you're having these, problems? Hope things straighten themselves out.

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