steriods make you feel bad.
dont take them.
people have been so shitty lately.
i dont like surrounding myself with people who dont make me want to smile.

oh boy.
ben folds and rufus wainwright. tomorrow. columbus. im going.
news such as this makes me smile.

i want to see jay today.
i miss him.
<3

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i tried to keep myself from scratching all day today...
so i painted.
and painted.
and got really hot.
and painted some more.

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note to fucking self.

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no lj cut for you.alex bowman, you love it when i dont ljcut... hahaha ( Read more... )

alk3-goddamnit ( Read more... )

jillianfrancois.com is up.
damn it feels good to be a domain name.
<3

why is it that when someone isnt happy, i feel like i did something wrong ( Read more... )

so ive decided, as much as i love my school, i fucking hate it at the same time ( Read more... )

he found me out.
well.
i kind of tipped him off.
either way.
he knows this secret talk exsists...
:x!