& Every night she cries herself to sleep

[yourmisfit]

. So iv had a crush on this girl for like 4 or 5 years. Shes a very good friend. I asked her if we ever had a chance today.

She said no.. because i have lupus.. honestly.. i would much rather have been told i was ugly.

and its then.. when i acually cried...

Comments

[k_craven]

It's easier said then done, but just forget her.

Why would you want to be with someone who has that frame of mind?
What a putrid person.

[yourmisfit]

i know, i know the facts of this situation, that i dont deserve her, and shes stupid and shallow. But after 5 years and wondering, wanting it still just a kick in the face, like i didn't think that would be a reason...

[k_craven]

Deserve her? What?
I highly doubt you want to deserve someone who can say something like that to you.

[lil_miss_misery]

Wow.

Not sure who it is, but obviously they have no sensitivity and are kinda shallow.

You don't need 'em babe. You'll find someone that has a heart. It just takes time. :]

[yourmisfit]

what makes it weird, we're hanging out thursday