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*what is your name? benjamin paul onstot
*are you happy with it? no i hate it not really sure why but i always have
*are you named after anyone? some guy ive never met
*would you name a child of yours after you? na i want to name my kid nirvana (i saw some kid on a Tv show named that onces so i mean come on its nirvana now can you not name your kid that)
*then what would you name your children? I hate kids
*if you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name be? you really think i sit here all day thinking about stuff like that?
*which of your friends would you switch names with if you could? nikola i like that name dont ask me why.
*are there any mispronounciations/typos that people do with your name constantly? they spell it onstat or onstt or onstott only the last one makes any sense...
*would you drop your last name if you became famous? na whats the point in that?
*your sex: *looks down* yep im still a guy
*straight/gay/bi? (Like your mom?) straight, yes im straight even if i act gay at times (sorry sean)
*your birthdate: september 8
*your age: 15.
*age you act: 3? maybe 4 on a good day
*age you wish you were: 6 nap time in kindergarden rocked and you didnt have a care in the world
*your height: 5'11"-6'
*the color of your eyes: brown
*happy with it? na i want like gree or blue eyes
*the color of your hair: brownish blonde
*happy with it? when it was long yea
*left/right/ambidextrous? A righty
*your living arrangement? with my parents? is that what your asking....
*what's your job: selling myself on the internet of course
*obsessions? ummmm girls?
*addictions? see above?
*do you speak another language? well my spanish teacher claims spanish, and i live in america so i guess you can call what i speak english
*have a favorite quote? the path we choose is not always right, it is merelly the path we choose
*do you have a webpage? who do i look like a smart person?
deep thoughts about life and you in it...
*do you live in the moment? yea id say so
*do you consider yourself tolerant of others? stupid people annoy me, and annoying people annoy me
*do you have any secrets? who doesnt?
*do you hate yourself? surprisingly no
*do you like your handwriting? hell no my dog could write better
*do you have any bad habits? nail biting, cracking nuckles, talking to much
*what is the compliment you get most from people? none?
*if a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? ben screws up again
*can you sing? no and fuck no
*do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? dont think i do
*are you a loner? depends on my mood
*what is your no. 1 priority in life? enjoying my friends and enjoying myself
*if you were another person, would you be friends with you? depends if i was a prep no id hate me
*are you a daredevil? not really i worry to much
*is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? the way i look, not know what to say, caring to much, the list goes on and on
*are you passive or aggressive? aggressive
*have you got a journal? im not gay we have been over this
*what is your greatest strength and weakness? caring to much or too little
*if you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? not really sure
*there are three wells love, beauty and creativity. you can only drink out of one: creativity
*how do you vent? music, talking, more music
*do you think you are emotionally strong? yea
*do you think life has been good so far? the past year to year and a half when i realized how to enjoy life yea
*what is the most important lesson you've learned from life? that friends are always there, never let them go
*what do you like the most about your body? well it use to be my hair....
*and least? all of it now
*do you think you are good looking? hell no
*are you confident? depends who im with and who im around
*do people know how you feel? at times but often no
*are you perceived wrongly? all the time
do you...
*read the newspaper? no
*pray? no
*go to church? only if Im forced
*sleep with stuffed animals? used too :)
*taken walks in the rain? yes i love the rain
*talk to people even though you hate them? not often but sometimes
*like to drive fast? never driven =/
have you ever...
*liked your voice? no i atcually hate it and dont see how people like it
*hurt yourself? not in a long time
*been out of the country? nope
*eaten something that made other people sick? no im so picky its not even funny
*been unfaithful? no i dont do things like that
*had a medical emergency? luckily no
*had a surgery? nope
*played strip poker? i dont think i ahve....
*gotten beaten up? by my brothers yea
*beaten someone up? define beat someone up? ;)
*been picked on? when i was little yea
*been on stage? for the past 5 years of my life
*been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath? no surprising as that may be to you people im not a druggie or alcholic
*slept outdoors? many times
*thought about suicide? last year yea but im over that
*pulled an all-nighter? to study no, to do other things? yep
*if yes, what is your record? 48 hours later i lost track of the exact time
*gone one day without food? couple times
*talked on the phone all night? yea...
*slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex first(moms and daddys don't count)? yea
*slept all day? ive slept till like 3pm but normally i get up early
*killed someone? would i be sitting here posting this if i had?
*made out with a stranger? nope
*had sex with a stranger? nope.
*thought you're going crazy? no not thought i know it for a fact
*done anything sexual with the same sex? angelo kissed me that was just scary
*been betrayed? yea
*had a dream that came true? yea
*have you ever killed an animal by accident? ants? and bees?
*on purpose? ants? and bees?
*told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? nope
*been on radio/tv? and newspaper
*been in a mosh-pit? once
*had a nervous breakdown? luckilly no
clothes and other fashion...
*shoe brand? vans
*brand of clothing? hottopic clothes
*cologne/perfume? nope
*what are you normally wearing to school/work? now? crappy preppy clothes, normally baggy jeans and a hoodie
*how about parties? same as school
*wear hats? no i look even more like my bro
*judge other people by their clothing? unforntanautally
*wear make-up? im not gay once again
*favorite place to shop? hottopic, fye, manifest
*favorite article of clothing? zeppelin hoodie, nirvana shirt, zeppelin shirt
*are you trendy? take one look at me it shoudl answer that for you
*would you rather wear a uniform to school? fuck no ill get suspended first
deep theological questions...
*do you believe in the traditional view of heaven and hell? npe
*do you think god has a gender? i dont even beleive in god
*do you think that science counteracts religion? and human reason yes
*where do you think we go when we die? we die. we decompose, we dont go anywhere<-- well put sarah
amigos...
*do you have any gay/lesbian friends? yea alot atcually mainally bi's
*who is your best friend? Sarah, Alex, Will and a bit of other people
*who's the one person that knows most about you? Sarah, Alex
*what's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? lifes a bitch just smile, grin, and give it the finger
*your favourite inside joke? the number 1 rule of life: DONT TALK ABOUT PARENT SEX
*thing you're picked on most about? food
love, and all that...
*did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? no
*do you consider love a mistake? nope
*what do you find romantic? appreciation, old people still in love
*turn-on? humor, looks, personality
*turn-off? very stupid people and thats about it
*if someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? i always feel bad and sry
*do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"? im 50% knowing them is good but i hate losing a friend if it goes badly
*have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? how more acceptable can it get?
*have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? probally but i dont know, if i like someone i dont think they are unattractive now do i?
*do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? no how could you?
*what is best about the opposite sex? boobs? if your asking what i like in them its personality
*what is the worst thing about the opposite sex? moody
*what's the last present a boyfriend/girlfriend gave you? squishy pillow
*are you in love? nope
*do you consider your significant other hot? i dont have one, the person i like? yep
*what would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk? look at them and keep walking unless i know them
who was the last person...
*that haunted you? hellif i know
*you wanted to kill? kristen
*that you laughed at? not sure
*that laughed at you? sarah
*you went shopping with? damn its been to long to know... i think my brother
*that broke your heart? not sure
*to disappoint you? not sure
*to make you cry? not sure
*to brighten up your day? defintally sarah she always does
*that you thought about? sarah
*you saw a movie with? kristen
*you talked to on the phone? steven
*you talked to through im/icq? sarah right now
*you saw? my family im grounded
*you lost? christie
*you went head over heels for? kristen
*you thought was completely n-u-t-z? sarah of course =P but thats ok i love her anyways
*you wanted to be? damir everyone loves him lol
*you trusted? all my friends really
*you turned down? some freshman chick
when was the last time you...
*smiled? right now im talking to sarah
*laughed? ummm 2 seconds ago.
*cried? sometime last year
*bought something? friday?
*danced? really long time ago
*were sarcastic? this survey?
*talked to an ex? couple days ago
*watched your fave movie? yesterday i watch lots of movies when im grounded
*had a nightmare? nightmares define thoughs, didnt like my dream a couple days ago
*talked on the phone? around 3
*listened to the radio? last night
*watched tv? right now
*went out? 2 weeks ago when i got caught at the party
*helped someone? not sure, i should do that more i guess....
*were mean? today probally
*sang? greenday boulavard of broken dreams
*saw a movie? watched a movie at home yesterday
*said "i love you"? and meant it? talking to sarah
*missed someone? constantly
*fought with a family member? over the weekend
*fought with a friend? bout a week or two ago
*had a serious conversation? couple days ago
*smoked weed? 2 weeks ago
*got drunk? define drunk? i drank 2 weeks ago
a last time for everything...
*last song you heard: some ozzy song
*last thing you had to drink: milk
*last time you showered: well its 12:13AM now so yesterday
*last thing you ate: pizza
*last CD you bought: dont buy cds often so i think 3 days grace
*last thing you bought: ummmm pants?
right this moment...
*what are you wearing right now? khaky pants and a nirvana shirt
*what are you worried about right now? school
*what book are you reading right now? sadartha
*are you bored? na i have sarah to talk to
*are you tired? its 12:14 and surprisingly no
*are you talking to anyone online? yeah
*are you talking to anyone on the phone? nope
*are you lonely or content? content sarah is home
*are you listening to music? some heavy metal song on fuse
Ok this survevy is compliments of sarah :) so anyways now that its done have fun reading it and doing it yourself....