flirt

overweight 4th grader
yum

bianci with an emergency brake called today, weird

i had a good time last night just shooting the shit and being secretive is kind of exciting

carpet pretzels, yuck

aggressive behavior and bee hives makes for good lies ( Read more... )

i kind of want to die, this whole thing is starting to make no sense at all
i look down
i look up
i look left
i look right
run in circles
with no wagged tail
there's no escape
no way to bail
the pressure on my skull must be at an all time high
knowing i'm not there
knowing i'm not your sky
(shut up i know this one was obvious, didn't think too much about it)
( Read more... )

turbid water
watch me faulter

my thoughts are spinning around my cranium like a fucking whirlpool and i just want to yell and shout and kick the living shit out of someone

beer for the bbq

gaining my independence from a bicycle in gainesville, it'll make me kiss the sun

not the version i usually listen to, but oh well

going out with the ladies tonight
:)

so ashley and i went on an amazing bike ride downtown. yummy. we swore to make it a weekly event.
in the course of sitting outside of sarasota news and books we stumbled upon an acquaintance talking "omgs" about me. ha. fuck her and her mother. i saw tara the polo player, who invited me out to play in the midst of ed smith. an old drunk lit my ( Read more... )

like water marks on ear marked pages
like pork barrel money being spent on monkey cages
as laughs resume in the halls next to whispers
and as ghost haunt all dawns
puckered faces
and pierced lips
holding on
became way too ambitious

i like the idea of ambition as much as i like the idea of anarchism

i am self governing, i rule my life, i have 10 fingers, ( Read more... )

i've done all i could do
now it's all up to you

things are going to suck for a really long time

i'm applying to some different more journalism driven schools.
this town is too small

the sad thing is i don't hate you
i wish i hated you

all i can think about is bettering myself
all i can think about is having you fall in love with me
all i can think about is my chemistry paper
all i can think about is not being here in sarasota
all i can think about is how stupid i feel about some of my last posts
all i can think about is how stupid it is to have a crush
all i can think about is my ( Read more... )