So its 1230 am and I'm sitting up waiting to go pick up jeff. He's been gone for a month and its been terrible. I go crazy without him and i'm very anxious to pick him up
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No one ever hated you for who you are, or who you have become. No matter what, you're still Aubree. You're still a great person and even if you've had fights because of friendships, no one can ever say you didn't try
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Aubree, First of all, give yourself some credit. Think about all the things that youve changed for the BETTER. We both know there is a lot. Maybe when you were trying to better yourself you got too focused on it and started becoming the polar opposite, but anyone that knows and loves you doesnt think you are a bad or boring person. I'm not one too talk because I know I let myself get into depression ruts like no other, but you can only be as miserable as you let yourself be. Don't go crazy by anymeans but make some plans, don't come home everynight from work and do nothing. I'm always around to have "fun" with, and it's not like we have to be crazy party animals. haha If you work on it you'll find the balance.. also I think part of is WAS your job, even though it was a good job, you were very unhappy and a lot of times it made your mood the whole mon- friday week. It's good to be responsible, but whats the point if you HATE life? I love you, give yourself some credit, I think you deserve that from yourself. I LUHH YEW!!!!
and i love you too! we had some amazing times together and you know what! - the summer is commming. meaning were gonna have more memories and everything! although i have to say - and i still laugh about it - when you got the flat tire on the way back from juniata - and the cop pulled you over - and your rim got fucked. hahahaha. best ever - and i love you more than you know. ill never forget you and hope that we get close like before. <3
im always here for you - you just dont use the card :)
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First of all, give yourself some credit. Think about all the things that youve changed for the BETTER. We both know there is a lot. Maybe when you were trying to better yourself you got too focused on it and started becoming the polar opposite, but anyone that knows and loves you doesnt think you are a bad or boring person. I'm not one too talk because I know I let myself get into depression ruts like no other, but you can only be as miserable as you let yourself be. Don't go crazy by anymeans but make some plans, don't come home everynight from work and do nothing. I'm always around to have "fun" with, and it's not like we have to be crazy party animals. haha If you work on it you'll find the balance.. also I think part of is WAS your job, even though it was a good job, you were very unhappy and a lot of times it made your mood the whole mon- friday week. It's good to be responsible, but whats the point if you HATE life? I love you, give yourself some credit, I think you deserve that from yourself. I LUHH YEW!!!!
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im always here for you - you just dont use the card :)
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