so lets see... college is still goin pretty well. it rained like all week, but w/e. i def had three movie nights in a row. wednesday i ended up seeing batman begins, def want a batmobile, in any case it was a good time :P thursday was a crazy day, saw dawn of the dead (if you see a zombie shoot him in the head and burn him) and then i tried ( Read more... )

starting out positive is always good ( Read more... )

well this weekend was long and somewhat eventful. friday i found sunshine (rana) and played some raquetball, woah, that was crazy. you would have laughed at our skills (or lack of them), we did :P. then i basically roamed around campus, which wasnt bad, people kept throwin out their names, im tryin to remember them, anyways, saturday i spent my ( Read more... )

i am workin on building new close friendships and i am happy about that. love assco and yeah, its got some good people there. i have some of the best friends already, who i have decided are incapable of letting me down. and yeah g, there is NO distance between the best ones :). i am in a better mood today than i have been in the past couple days ( Read more... )

checking to see if the info has changed. sitting here in my pajamas. bored out of my mind. could be studying, but not. wishing i was somewhere else. listening to some music. cant stop thinking of how i could have done things better. i wish i was a better person. feelin kind of selfish. wondering why i am the way i am. oh and i have to go ( Read more... )

summer has come to an end. classes at assco start tomorrow and i think i am ready for them. met some wicked cool peopl already. love to my boys: ben, brent, brad and joey of room 218. they are frickin awesome. its time for me to start getting somewhat serious. i have realized i cant do the same things i have done all summer. i think i tend ( Read more... )

heres somethin for all you cool people to do, so um, do it ( Read more... )

so its been a while since ive actually written in this thing. this summer has gone by soo fast. ive done so much, grown so much, and its wonderful. while i still have to figure out how to get along with my family, my friendships have become so much stronger ( Read more... )

yesterday was my 18th birthday. thankyou for your time.

i think im scared.