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[yourprincesslea]

so i just got an email from a girl wanting MU done for a wedding and 9 others. i was not aware my cards were still at starting forever but apparently they are. i am not sure what to make of this. if i were 100 percent confident in my abilities it would be a no brainer. good money and its FUN. i am just so hard on myself and so critical. it is hard

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intentions and manifesting are funny things.....

[anonymous]

yup, they are. funny that is. Probably what you did was unblock yourself and things are coming in. enjoy it. do it. It is a no brainer really. if you really were crappy you would have gotten all sorts of calls and nasty backlash. Believe me people aren't shy about letting you know when your work isn't up to their standards. We get complaints occasionally from our customers EVEN when they are good! You just have to work at knowing the difference and learning and mastering your craft. Some of us are too much of a perfectionist(ME) and I know that it is a part of me and I work at it all the time knowing that it also comes from a blocking place. meaning that I don't do this or that because I am not good enough. so therefore I have the perfect excuse NOT to put myself out there. so i have learned to do what i love and also what comes easy to me therefore i have more confidence in it. artists are like that. and yes you are an artist.....anyways,... However; what is the worse thing that can happen if someone doesn't like it--cause

[beththepirate]

sadly i know i haven't talked to you in forever, but i was thinking about you today... are you still working for target? what are you doing these days, and i'd like your new address, b/c i'm pretty sure you moved somewhere with your sister? i hope all is well... maybe call me sometime... e-mail me actualized@metacrawler.com and send me your contact info. and i can send you mine...