if we didnt need guys to make kids i think i would kill most of them

you are hard to read, never get what we are saying, dont understand us when we get mad when you do stupid shit and we get pissed off for it, and in my eyes most of you should die in a slow painful way, most of you suck at life, you do crazy things when you are drunk, we get ( Read more... )

i am a loser

i like this boy! not sure where this is going to take me but i hope it is more than some dumb crush cuz i have never felt this way before and i am staying grounded about this and he give me a reason to come to school and look nice and he makes me smile. yeah cross your fingers for this one and everyone says that there something there

i ( Read more... )

new york was tons of fun....i heart my melissa....sorry about the drive home lilia (my bad)

my smile is not leaving any time soon :)

it only gets bigger

i am leaving tomorrow morrning with lilia for new york....hope you all miss us tons!!

yeah i dont fucking care anymore this is open for everyone......i hate life sometimes.....this is one of those sometimes.....the only thing that is keeping me going right now is that i get to see melissa in 3 days but other than that i just wanna cry myself to sleep and live under a rock....i dont care anymore....i am usually so happy but these ( Read more... )

yes this journal entry is open for everyone to read

i am not look for your cry card here i just want to get this off my cheast and i cant do it face to face with anyone becuase i will start cry and i want to dry up my tears and i dont want to be sad i  dont want to think of her everytime i hear the word fire or see it i dont know why all these ( Read more... )

i never really update this thing with stuff that is going on with me cuz i am a loser and nothing good really happens

i feel lost at time with like just life in general.....i never really understand anything any more....i seems like i cant have all the friendships i want without someone being mad at me for wanting that person back in my life..... ( Read more... )

1. hair color - brownish blonde
2. eye color - baby blue

3. height - taller than me but not super tall

4. six pack - i like em but it doesnt really matter

5. long or short hair - short but sometimes long is good

6. glasses - noooo!

7. piercings - depends where its at

8. scars - ooooh war wounds

9. eyebrows - no unibrows! a little trimming is good once in ( Read more... )

natalies journal is the way i feel most of the time...and dont try and talk to be about it cuz when i am ready i will i am really good at building walls these days so dont try to take them down i will come to you (yeah i know i sound like a bitch but idc anymore)

List Ten Things That Make You Happy & Tag Six Friends To Do The Same

1. dancing
2. a good ( Read more... )

bestfriend weekends are beyond amazing!!! Hell yeah son. pound it mother fucker.

• that pizza from the bakery by tommys work is AMAZING!
• Margo and Casey looked cute for their dance.
• sitting in meijers parking lots are fun. exspecially when fat kids break the cart thingys.
• bootlegged 40 year old virgin from gabas dads black friends. is funny.
• Tommy ( Read more... )