i have a new livejournal. it's been fun with this one, but it's gay. the new one's _morningbell. goodbye!

it's amazing what the smallest thing can do. the tiniest little tweak in something changes the course of everything. every decision one makes leads them to the next, then the next, and soon their lives are completely different then they would have been if they had done something else ( Read more... )

i went to melrose today with david. that was interesting. david likes to wear necklaces backwards so the pendant is lying on his back. what the shit? it looks so weird. what a special one. i wonder about him ( Read more... )

i miss sophie. i can't take this anymore. i have to see her. i feel like the longer we don't see each other the weirder my life gets. she balances it all out. my escape. and now shit's all fucked up and i hate it when it gets like this, though it really has never gotten like this before. i need to see her. as soon as i see that face it'll all ( Read more... )

WHERE IS MY BEST FRIEND IN THE ENTIRE WORLD? I NEED MY MARY POPPINS HERE WITH ME. this is not ok. tomorrow i am going to see sophie and we can't touch toungues, but i'm gonna have to deal with that. i'll get to listen to daniel play weezer on the guitar HIP HIP! HIP HIP! well you're on a holiday, can't find the words to say ( Read more... )

david came home last night. i hung out with the summer cat crew, minus a few people. ok ok so it was only david, pascal and me. i also hung out with some non-cat crew people. i ended up smoking way too much and that didn't mix well with the pills i took in the morning. threw up twice. but i felt all skinny afterwards. oh, man that's bad. i shouldn' ( Read more... )

today was so boring. i actually didn't really do anything, but that doesn't mean i wasn't thinking about doing anything. i was thinking about jumping in the car and going down to san diego. this is tough. cleo was right. this seperation thing is no fun ( Read more... )

i realized that the last few moments with a special someone should be spent staring at each other underneath plastic glow-in-the-dark stars listening to copeland ( Read more... )

dude, it's john. not lane. sorry ( Read more... )

so thankfully sophie doesn't have mono. she did, however, have to stick a douche bag down her throat to "clean the tonsuls". i think the doctor just really has some weird fetish. i would really love to witness her sticking a douche bag down her throat. next time she's gonna have to wait for me so i can make her laugh and she can choke on it. and ( Read more... )