Week after glorious week...finally getting thorough things. Visiting Randi and Anthony's house is a cup of joy and a half. Plus, it's ALWAYS warm and cozy...kind of like the space between the hood of a jacket and a back (as we have discovered). This weekend was again, amazing, to say the very least. I can't think of a better, happier way to spend ( Read more... )

Last night literally was the most amazing night of my life that i've ever had. It truly takes the cake in the happiness factor. I found myself doing things I'd only dreamed of, and going further than what i believed I was truly capable of. I found true beauty and peace in a hubub of filthy commercialism. I found stars in the sky from six stories up ( Read more... )

Wow- a comment from you- that makes me feel better about myself, and not like i'm just some whopping ass who's sticking around and driving you mad- that's just the impression i got, i guess ( Read more... )

So I woke up this morning, and there's blood literally oozing from my lip...it was all over my neck and pillow, and the scariest part is...i have no idea what happened. I literally have no clue as to what the fuck happened between 2 am this morning, and eleven o' clock when i woke up, but i know it wasn't pretty...anyway, in more intresting news, i ( Read more... )

sometimes all it takes is one frustrated person to remind you how fucking stupid you can be ( Read more... )

So I'm pretty sick of....
-shitty weekends
-feeling alone
-fights
-crying
-being detached
-feeling hostile
-crying
-not being able to talk
-being angry&violent
-crying
-infomercials
-crying

fuck this weekend (except for maybe the show)
and i can't wait to blow out of this town and leave everything i know

So they almost killed me at physical therapy today. I'm tired of being prodded and electrically stimulated, and mirco-vibrated. I miss my friends. Everyone's completely ...away or something, lately, and it makes me sad! Maybe I'm being way more detached than i thought i was...I hope this weekend will be okay. Although it's pretty obvious, my ( Read more... )

so I just had the weirdest moment...Hanley said something about some group of people being "pretty fucking useless" ......"like philosophers". We argued for a bit about how i think philosophers aren't useless at all, but it evolved into him and i arguing about whether anybody was useless. I said that i can't hink of a single person that would ever ( Read more... )

*Sings as loud as she can*
This week has been pure frustration and anger, and i can't wait to vent it...let's just hope it's at the show, and no earlier!!

Jesus, it'd be nice to have someone to remedy this, rather than just quelling it...

*lip protrudes*
I haven't pouted in years....

You can't fool me ( Read more... )