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1. Made out for more than 3 minutes?
er, not in a while. i dont really even make out anymore, it usually means ill end up with a dick in me, so i dont start what i cant finish
2. Slept in a different bed?
i dont like to but yes
3. Made out in a movie theatre?
uh YES. first kiss
4. Made out with 2 different people in one night?
ahahha sometimes i just do that
5. Thought your cousin was hot?
nah, my boy cousins are ugly anyway
6. Been in love?
i think so
7. Slept?
umm yes?
8. Taken a shower with the opposite sex?
mm yeahh, its sensual.
9. Gone over the speed limit?
like once
10. Painted your room?
yeah i painted it lime green and i came back from somewhere and my mom had painted it OFF WHITE, like a REALLY light tan, thanks ma
11. Drove a car?
yeaaapp
12. Danced in front of your mirror?
yeah the only place i really like to dance
13. Gotten a hickey?
yeah, its a part of my life
14. Been dumped?
yes!
15. Stole money from a friend?
no, borrowed and not returned but they gave me the money, def not stealing
16. Gotten in a car with people you just met?
maybe? idk
17. Been in a fist fight?
ive punched and been punched but i wouldnt call it a fight
18. Snuck out of your house?
yeah, i dont usually, i just walk out the door, i do as i please chuknow
19. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?
yup
20. Been arrested?
never have i ever.
21. Made out with a stranger?
yeah, too many times
22. Left your house with out telling your parents?
i have but it makes my life easier if i just do
23. Had a crush on your neighbor?
nay
24. Ditched school to do something more fun?
yes, anything not at school is fun, even if its laying at my friends boyfriends house when hes not there and watching movies and smoking his pot
25. Slept in a bed with a member of the same or opposite sex?
yes and yes
26. Seen someone die?
ew no
27. Been on a plane?
yeah
28. Kissed a picture?
haha probably in middle school or something, middle school is out of hand sometimes
29. Slept in until 3?
a few times, i dont like to sleep too late
30. Love someone or miss someone right now?
love someone. and i guess miss someone too.
31. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?
not recently, plus jersey clouds arnt good and tick and fluffy
32. Made a snow angel?
yep
33. Played dress up?
yeah every damn day
34. Cheated while playing a game?
as often as i can get away with it
35. Been lonely?
yep
36. Fallen asleep at work/school
school? haha yesssss work no
37. Been to a club?
nope
38. Felt an earthquake?
i think i did on vacation but my family was asleep so i'll never know
39. Touched a snake?
yeah ew
40. Ran a red light?
yeah today, maybe yesterday actually
41. Been suspended from school?
3rd times a charm
42. Had detention..
ew yes
43. Been in a car?
maybe once or twice
44. Gone to 3rd Base?
what is 3rd base even? head? yes i am the master header
45. Witnessed a crime?
yeah i am a crime, but otherwise does a hit and run count? stealing? drug dealings? underage drinking? drunk driving? lots i guess
46. Been lost?
yeah
47. Been to the opposite side of the country?
yea
48. Felt like dying from embarrassment?
once in a while
49. Cried yourself to sleep?
its happened
50. Sang karaoke?
i sware never in my life
51. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
yup
52. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose?
no ew, puked out my nose when im real good and drunk and i just heave my little heart out bc i know ill feel better when im done ahahah im so nassssty
53. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
yaaaaa
54. Kissed in the rain?
dont think so
55. Sung in the shower?
sometimes
56. Had a dream that you married someone?
i dont think so, i usually dont remember my dreams
57. Played getting married?
errr not that i can rememeber
58. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole?
nope
59. Ever gone to school partially nude?
hahaahahah nah, i should have
60. Been a ?
i dont know what that means
61. Sat on a roof top?
lots, its invigorating
62. Didn't take a shower for a week?
nah, i like semi clean hair, 3 days is my limit though
63. Ever been too scared to watch scary movies alone?
all the time, i dont watch them
64. Played chicken?
no actually, the car one or the one on a guys shoulders
65. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
nope
66. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger?
yeah awkward.
67. Broken a bone?
nope
68. Been easily amused?
my whole life, is just staying amused for more than 10 minutes thats the problem
69. Laugh so hard you cry?
a couple times
70. Cheated on a test?
yeh im a rebelll
71. Forgotten someone's name?
rarely, im pretty good with names, unless you have a weird name or i think you look like something else
72. Blacked out from drinking?
no but i FAINTED, it was so cool, really i sware i remember thinking i should be embarassed but i love this
73. Played a prank on someone?
sure
74. Gone to a late night movie?
my mom thinks ive gone to about 500 more than i actually have
75. Made love to anything not human?
my vibrator?
76. Failed a class?
freshman bio, fuck you stevenson you fucking cunt
77. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat?
no? i cut my throat with a pen once though
78. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours?
no
79. Cheated on a girlfriend/boyfriend?
like in 8th grade i went on a cruise and hooked up with 3 guys had a boy friend of like 2 weeks
80. Did you celebrate the 4th of July?
i enjoy the festivities
81. Thrown strange objects?
im sure i have
82. Felt like someone?
whatt.t..?
83. Thought about running away?
lol yeah
84. Ran away?
nah, refused to come home a couple times
85. Had detention and not attend it?
office detention, by accident and i got a saturday detention, mother fucker why did i pick monday
86. Made your parents cry?
yeah, my ma, a good ammount actually but in all fairness she just cries all the god damn time, at everything so its really all my fault
87. Cried over someone?
yaaahh
88. Owned more than 5 sharpies?
i have like 100 its discusting
89. Dated someone more than once?
yeah, i think now that if it didnt work out the first time theres no point in really trying again, maybe a long time after but idk, you're still the same persons with the same habbits and expectations and whatever
90. Have a dog?
noo
91. Own an instrument?
piano flute maraccas
92. Been in a band?
in middle school
93. Drank 25 sodas in a day?
ew no
94. Broken a cd?
yep
95. Shot a gun?
ew no
96. Been on myspace for more than 5 hours?
no
98. Have a major crush on someone right now?
ohhh yeeeeeeahhh baby daveyyy
99. Have a religion?
i dont know how to answer that right now.
hiiiii litzieboooo
i am super paraniod all the time about david, but i guess now im getting comfortable trusting him. for so long i was just scared to. i dont care that whatever has happened. it sucks bc its always going to be in the back of my head but i really believe... no i know he only wants to be with me. which is great, hes great and im so happy. 5 months on saturday. we never even fight, i mean we bicker but its never come to screaming and name calling and all the bullshit that come along with "couples fights" but its like goooood all the time. im still in awe i guess. i saw him, was introduced, he got my number, we hung out alone, banged, he asked me out 2 weeks later and weve been so happy together since. i mean thats exactly what happened, no bullshit. maybe im used to otherpeople i see in relationships being 'happy' bc they're not alone but im genuinly happy just to BE with him, i mean i miss him when he falls asleep, i want to keep waking him up just to be with him. its sad when people stay together bc they dont want to be alone, or its what theve grown accustomed to, almost like they dont know what to do with themselves with out that person, even if they dont like them, like all those months are validating the unhappiness, which i compleeeatly understand how difficult it is to end things with a person, but idk, who am i to judge. but its just so good... i cant even describe it. its just fits.
rock'n joes is really good too, i got past the point where i dont need to be told about all the stupid little details anymore so i can actually work and serve.ive never closed so good/clean in my life,so anallll i make pretty good money tips are pooled but i dont even care, its nice too bc i dont know anyone. even though all the college kids are leaving its fun bc i can tell these new bitches what to do, even though ive only worked there like 5 more days than they have, im just a fucking genious i guess. britt and caitlin from the tav came in tonight, weeeeird but they wrote me a poem and tipped me good
it hasnt even hit me that i have to go to COLLEGE in a few weeks. yo I AM GOING TO COLLEGE. i mean its county but ewww im scareddd, hopefully people are nice, i get so shy in big groups of people, im a big fucking baby, i bet i cry on the first day too ewww.
i keep listening to tegan and sara-back in your head. i havent really even listened to all the words but its jsut nice on da ears chuknow.
OH MY GOD I FAINTED THE OTHER DAY! i sware i just collapsed it was the coolest thing ever. i had taken an adderal and CLEANED my room, like everything has its place no dust no shit so i basically staying in my SWELTERING room alll day and didnt eat bc of the adderal. so then at like 10 i guess im like 3 drinks in, i guess they were pretty strong bc i was drunk but whatever. i got up to puke, no big deal, i really enjoy it sometime, its very cleansing. but someone was in the dowstairs br, fuck im going to be sick. then im trying to walk and i remember alycia standing there just talking and i didnt think to say more and then i felt my knees buckle and i just fell. i remmeber thinking i was having a seisure, then thinking that i should be embarrased, but i really wasnt. and then my davey baby came to my rescue. i sat on the cool bathroom floor in my underwear with dave and jane for a while. it was just really fun honestly. then dave got in 2 car accidents on the way home.. i wont even go into it.
also i talked to my ex today, he was just honest and it felt so good. someone i used to love and then hate and now were cool, its just real. even though i never see him he really is, deep down, waaaay deep down good people.
but yeah, otherwise i work late and come home and lay in bed on this goddamn laptop which eats up all my time and sleep. i like pretend i have something really importat and official, HA! downloading music and watching porn? thats the life.