13 years old in the suburbs of denver...
i'm feeling
icky?
it feels like my life is going no where and my dreams are always going to stay dreams.
maybe i'm just a drama queen.
but i need to get all emotional in this damn thing
because i can't do it in real life.
it's icky.
i have this fear of being personal with people
i don't know what it is
i can be personal to a computer
i can type words, sensitive words,
that i know could be read
but it doesnt bother me as much as actually talking to someone about it
its not like i'm this hopeless case who can't ask for help
when i need help i'll ask
but this isnt one of those situations
its just an everyday "i can't ever say how i feel"
situation
it's icky.
ok..i'm done.