B. I can honestly say that I have a huge fear of failure.
I think that's part of the reason why I did go abroad. It had always been part of my "life dream," and some part of me felt if I didn't do it another part of that dream would collapse, as it seems like so much of it is. Which isn't a bad thing. It just means that the dream is changing. That can be hard though, since that dream was what got me through jr. high and high school. I almost feel like I'm turning my back on it at times, when I "give up" on parts of it. But I suppose the real question is, am I doing that dream justice by sticking with what I "knew" I wanted to do and not doing something that really will make me truly happy, instead of just contenting the naive heart of a 10 year old that created it?
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B. I can honestly say that I have a huge fear of failure.
I think that's part of the reason why I did go abroad. It had always been part of my "life dream," and some part of me felt if I didn't do it another part of that dream would collapse, as it seems like so much of it is. Which isn't a bad thing. It just means that the dream is changing. That can be hard though, since that dream was what got me through jr. high and high school. I almost feel like I'm turning my back on it at times, when I "give up" on parts of it. But I suppose the real question is, am I doing that dream justice by sticking with what I "knew" I wanted to do and not doing something that really will make me truly happy, instead of just contenting the naive heart of a 10 year old that created it?
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