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[youthinksohuh]

I'd forgotten the immense pain of realization. When you realize that in over nineteen years, you've done nothing. Sure, you've "made a difference" in peoples' lives, but what have you really done? I have done nothing. I've wasted away my parents' money. I've gotten pregnant. I've worked at a couple different places. But what do I have to show for

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[paintmeamovie]

i heard the song "sergent pepper and the lonely hearts club band" at work and it made me think of you, this really specific instance of some of us sitting on your bedroom floor. weird huh?

[youthinksohuh]

I have a Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band record on my wall :). This is probably why. I miss you, Chelsea.

[paintmeamovie]

miss you too :)
you are always welcome to visit. i need someone not from here to see and reassure me that the rest of the world isnt like this.

[youthinksohuh]

My car is a piece of shit, so I don't know when I'll be in Santa Barbara next. I suppose a road trip is in order, though.