i feel sort of fucked up after this weekend. i feel just really wiped out. i feel really by myself in a crazy fucking place.

today was so good and tonight was so fucking awesome i feel great. holy shit this is the best

im excited to go to sleep

yesterday i got oout of my car on the jamaicaway, pulled open this guy's door and told him to "move his fucking car right fucking now". he did, and everything was ok but had he not i might have ended up tangled with a bunch of metal, or a tree or something. so we can thank my quick instinct for that one. what quick instinct? weed ( Read more... )

i never think good thoughts when i cant fall asleep. its just made worse by feeling sick. i havent thought good thoughts in a little while. i feel weak. being alone bothers me. my appearance gets me down now adays. im regressing. i want to whine about my hips or something. i regret some of my past relationships to the point of embarassment ( Read more... )

the mafia is my future.

My pirate name is:

Dirty Roger Cash


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for ONCE i am not confused. WHY then is everyone else?

i dont have the vocabulary to say the things i feel. i don't know how to articulate my feelings. no one actually understands whats happening to me unless they are me, and usually i dont understand. i don;t know whats wrong with me. this doesnt seem normal, i dont think other people have this problem. i cant explain to my paretns such simple ( Read more... )

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reason number 45678 to like cambridge:

i got my car towed in boston, had to leave it at the lot for a day, it cost 130 dollars.

i got my car towed in cambridge, left it at the lot for 2 days, it cost 95 dollars.