anyone can guess without looking online, what my title to my livejournal (black night doth take away) comes from , i will give you a hug...this excludes Ross bc he knows...and...Russ, bc he probably knows too. you ain't gettin' no hugs

things in california are crazy-beautiful, hot, and a great place to get writing inspiration. i leave on sunday to come back home to nashville not knowing what the summer will hold for me. will i stay in nashville with my band (which will be - a drummer) and get a job, and not go to school next semester, or will i move out to california and pursue ( Read more... )

I'm sorry for the lie. I kept it secret in hopes to save you from what you are going through now. The truth is, i love you too much. I thought things would be ok in time, and we could move on from the past and never look back. Can we call this a mistake, and start again?..or should i just save you from myself? I dont want to hurt you. I only ( Read more... )

california is beautiful, and so is rachel. my time here so far has been incredibly fun. went to Knott's Berry Farm, which is kind of like Six Flags. Fun times. my plugs fell out of my ears the other day in bed, and i had to MAKE Rachel look for them bc she is a bum and doesn't care about my ears. so today im going to the piercing shop and ( Read more... )

I got up at 4am this morning and JP picked me up from HighRise Dorms to take me to the airport at around 4:45. I get to the airport and wait in the line outside for Southwest Airlines...there are only a few people in front of me, but it takes them about thirty minutes to check these people in. I get up to the line, the guy takes my id and my ( Read more... )

Starting at 11:30 pm today i will be in CALIFORNIA. Call me and dream of being me, cuz i know you want to be me. "i'm goin' surfin', i'm goin' surfin'." that's right! sun, surf, sex, drugs and rock and roll...well, maybe not the drugs ;) i love you all, and i'll see you sometime..probably when i come back. i MIGHT be on AIM while i'm out ( Read more... )

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For the drowning seasons of lost love affairs and the bitter cold find me alone ( Read more... )

a terrible, horrible person. i should be taken out of my room, stripped down naked in the cold, beat half to death, and then cut up into little pieces. i should then be fed, somewhat alive, to a a hairy gay philipino cannibal man. i should then be disregarded and cast aside as one of the most unloyal, piece of shit bastards, that has ever lived ( Read more... )

i've been really emotionally confused the last couple of days. i think all of this stemmed from my weekend activities. shouldn't have done what i did, but its too late to change that now. i bought my plane ticket to california so i am excited about that. only three weeks till i'm out there...too bad i have to come back to school and all. i have ( Read more... )