god...

[youwish2haha]

i am so upset, so devastated, so angry, so hopeless, so livid, so crushed, so pissed off, so depressed, and so completely broken right now... he has hurt me so badly, and he probably doesnt even realize it- for all i know, he doesnt even care. i had to find out his little secret from someone else, when he told me things that were the complete

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[la_sikka]

Ugh...your emo is getting all over me.

I'm kidding.

[youwish2haha]

i love you janelle... never forget that. no matter how much we squabble, dont ever forget that...

[la_sikka]

sweetie face I never wanted to say this to you, but I think you place too much in him. He's just a guy. You'll meet others. People like to think that the person they're in love with now is the person they'll be in love with forever.

You aren't even together right now yes? So, why are you so hurt by this? I mean youre moving to New York for gosh sakes! The Gay Man's Land of Milk and Honey! Look to the Future! Move forward and only look back, don't dwell in it.

Soon, you'll meet a very nice indie boy with black hair, blue eyes and glasses who's tall, wears tight pants and wants to talk to you about books and films and art and tell you how pretty you are...(er that might be me actually.)

I Love you too!

[itealaich]

Can I just state that I second EVERYTHING Janelle has said in this thread so far, with the exclusion of "I'm kidding"? For real. Your emo is squishy and slimy and it's getting in my hair. :(

I love you to death. Please remember that wonderful mantra of "guys suck" (the good ones swallow...). You'll eventually find one who really loves you and wants to be with you forever...and he might almost be as tasty as you are. But don't try to rush things. Just go with life for a while. Yeah, it hurts, but just focus on enjoying the now. Makes life easier! :)

Loooove youuuuu...even your ooey gooey emo. And that's saying something.

[thecookingscot]

Oh, love. things will get better, I'm sure of it.
you have no reason to hate yourself for loving...that just makes you the stronger person in the end. you'll get through this.
*hugs* :)

[youwish2haha]

i talked with him yesterday, and we cleared a LOT of things up-- things are already getting better...

[runeenigma]

::HUGS:: I know there's nothing I can say that will change how you're feeling, but I'd like to add to that mess of feelings so that you also feel that your friends care (in addition to the plethora of emotions you're dealing with -- I'm mean that way).

This sounds so much like me and my ex . . . It's not the same, because we're different people. But I can empathize. It's very, very difficult to deal with, and it's okay to feel all those conflicting emotions, even the nasty ones. You have to feel them before you can deal with them.

I want you to know I love you.

[youwish2haha]

thank you paige, i love you too... and i miss you so very much!