work is crazy. i had an awful day today ( Read more... )

if these walls could talk. . .
they'd be the only ones for me to talk to
they'd prolly rebuke me and not talk
they'd make me feel more alone

how long can someone constantly make you feel like dirt before they leave you alone to your own misery and silence?

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Freudian Inventory Results Oral (43%) you appear to have a good balance of independence and interdependence knowing when to accept help and when to do things on your own.
Anal (50%) you appear to have a good balance of self control and spontaneity, order and chaos, variety and selectivity.
Phallic (83%) you appear to have ( Read more... )

there was a little derek episode earlier tis week that i am not too concerned with, but i was reading my old entries (yeah, im that loser) and decided to add the derek moment ( Read more... )

sudden moment of saddness

just realized that no one is really happy. we all struggle with some bullshit that haunts long moments of silence.

i dont want others to feel like i do.

Scars ( Read more... )

i was thinking. . . yay ( Read more... )

i feel like a lj virgin with how much i have updated today. once you start you cant stop, but this is like gluttony ( Read more... )

anyone heard the marylin manson cover of like a virgin? holy shit it is intense.