I know i've been botherin you and i'm sorry but you just don't understand how i've been this last month. I know I told you all this when we talked on the phone but fuck Kristen its no lie. Everyday i wake up, every second of the day i can't stop thinkin about you. I've tried everything you have to get over you. I told you i tried partying and i ( Read more... )

i'm so tired but i can't sleep for one reason ( Read more... )

first off...work was lame...omg i'm exhausted. I hate people so much...so impatient and rude! fuck. I work tomorrow morning and ya...i'm not looking forward to it ( Read more... )

yay i got to hang out with Brooke today! it was soooo much fun! i'm so glad we got to see each other again finally! what was even cooler is we saw a movie. love how i'm goin to the movies more and more now. i missed them. we saw The Break Up. really well done but like brooke said...the ending sucked! lol Cars was soo much better! omg the amount of ( Read more... )

SO I don't want to sleep right now cuz I don't really feel tired and I don't want to start something new and end up not finishing it tonight ((i'm really focusing on my drawing cuz i wanna get good before class starts lol)) so ya...here I am on Livejournal! uhmmm I guess you can say a lot has happened since my last entry ( Read more... )

so school is over...not to excited about that to be honest...i have nothing to do over the summer except work lol fun fun. the most exciting thing!! My grandpa is back home! yay!! he was in the hospital for so long but now he is at where he wants to be. i'm so relieved. at least thats going good right ( Read more... )

wow, i don't know what to say...i guess thats it huh? man, i guess it was gonna happen sooner or later...fuck. I need to sleep and never wake up ( Read more... )

well Everything is just fallen apart for me. I really hope my grandpa gets out of there. I know he hates it. plz grandpa, make it through this. it seems like i keep losin people who mean everything to me...i hate it. so much has happened like within a month. i honestly give up. i give up trying to see the happier side of life...for me, its gone. I ( Read more... )

I've realized soomething. It was selfish of me to keep asking for her back. I guess i'm just gonna have to live with the fact that its really over. but you know what? I just want her to be really happy. i'm finally seeing things clearly. I'm sorry for putting you through all that...i Just couldn't handle losing you...i wont lie i still can't but ( Read more... )

hang in there grandpa...i'm prayin for you. out of all the things that have happened to me, this is the worse...but i have way more hope now that you're going to be just fine. you've fought through way more than this. I hope to see you at home next wednesday when i visit...i love you and you are way more of a Dad to me than my real one ever was... ( Read more... )