I don't know me anymore. I'm so fed up with myself. I'm fed up with my self conciousness, my no-self-esteem, my worry-ness, and how I hold on to things sometimes. I hate how I think too much about things, I hate how I let people run my life and walk all over me, I hate how I'm too careful and constantly think of how I can get caught, I hate how I ( Read more... )

Things have been so weird lately. I was determined my life was doomed for hell, but now I know that SOON it's all going to be quite alright ( Read more... )

Today has been a good day for the most part. I'm at Lauren's right now, which is very cool =O. You should try out brownies, they're so yummy.

Lots more to say, but eh, don't feel like it.

THE END.

This week has been....odd. I was really upset and stressed for most of it, then at the end, I somehow knew (after talking to my dad) that it was going to be alright, and that he really was trying to understand me ( Read more... )

FDAKL;JREKA;JFKD;SA FJDKAS; RJEKA;LRJIE;SAFDASKL;. <=== that right there is how i feel. i wish i could talk to people these days. i wish i didn't hide my feelings. i wish i was alright. i wish i could be happy. pah. i need my mom.

Looking into your eyes I see,
all I want to be and I don't want it to end.
If I could only put two words away, I'd ( Read more... )

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You can ask me ANY *four* questions, no matter how personal, inappropriate or random. I'll try to answer them as truthfully as possible.

A - age you got your first kiss: umm...6th grade ( Read more... )

Eh might as well do this also =P.

Post a memory of me in my comments.
It can be anything you want.
Then post this to your journal and see what people remember of you.

It's raining outside =). Pretty much the only thing that has brought a smile to my face today. Man I've been so sick all weekend. I ended up not going to school Friday, and I didn't go today =(. 102 fever =/. Least I have a doctors appointment today ( Read more... )