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[ysobritish]

Whatever it is, surely it can wait? [Sigh.] Fine. If it is truly so important, leave a message and I will get back to you.

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[barebacking]

It is so unfortunate. It didn't help too much, even though I was able to find my brief release through the agony. [Sighs.] What should I do, Liquid?

[ysobritish]

[Beat.]

What happened, Yaha?

[He'd have offered to help, but he had no idea what Yaha was on about.]

[barebacking]

The bond between my pact partners and I is a viable one so long as they are alive. I gave one to your father to devour, and so I felt as though my very flesh and bone and blood was eaten vicariously.

It did help a little in calming my head, but only just a little. I thought that it would help much more than what it did, but at least I am still aching and burning with sweet pain to be able to do anything particularly terrible.

[ysobritish]

[His eyebrows shoot up at that, but frankly, if there's one thing that Liquid is good at, it's accepting craziness. He lived with FOXHOUND, for god's sake. This is a particularly disturbing level of creepy, but as a man who was used to living with a floating crazy man in bondage gear who could set him on fire with a thought? He's pretty used to it. The being eaten part is the only jarring part. Liquid is well aware of what sadism and masochism can extend to.]

...

So... in essence, Father ate you, but it didn't help enough?

[barebacking]

No. I'm afraid not.

[ysobritish]

...is there something I can do to help?

[barebacking]

I'm not sure. You're going to leave me for Kadaj, and Kadaj will leave me for you. Because you two are so lovely and happy together.

It seems like only my true children love and will stay with me, because our souls are connected forever. But I cannot connect my soul with anyone or anything else. How unfortunate.

Even more unfortunate than this hideous nature that I am showing.

1/2

[ysobritish]

...

[What.]

[Just what.]

[Ok, woah, that's a little more crazy than he's used to.]

...Yaha.

2/2

[ysobritish]

[He smiles a little.]

I'm not going anywhere, Yaha, and nor is Kadaj. Just because I've gotten close to him doesn't mean I'm leaving you. Where are you?

[barebacking]

You will not leave me? Even though you are not taken in to be completely ensnared by my charms?

And my new residence. Your father is quite good at making it difficult to move after he is done with them, even if it was only felt through a link.

[ysobritish]

Yaha... you don't need enchantments to keep me around. You have plenty of charms of the non-magical kind.

...

[Ok, TMI.]

[barebacking]

I apologize for becoming so jealous like some petulant, needy child.

[ysobritish]

It's fine. Don't worry about it, Yaha.

[barebacking]

Mm. It is why I had to hurt so that I could remember such things and that there is pain great so that I would not lash out violently upon either of you.

[ysobritish]

Yaha... if that was all you wanted, I could have done that.

[Why did you go to Father?]

[barebacking]

I wanted to at least be a little steady and unbroken for you, even if it is just an illusion. I didn't want you to look at me differently. Disgusted.