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[ysobritish]

Whatever it is, surely it can wait? [Sigh.] Fine. If it is truly so important, leave a message and I will get back to you.

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[barebacking]

He didn't kill me.

[barebacking]

The same way that Urick used to occupy my thoughts.

[ysobritish]

And that would be why you were angry?

[barebacking]

Yes.

[ysobritish]

I am not him. I could never make you happy the way he could.

[barebacking]

And yet I continued to think of you and wonder after you and wish to make you happy above all else. It made a sickness grow inside me, but I think it is quelled for now.

[ysobritish]

That's good. Someone like me... I'm not the type of person you should have those thoughts for.

[barebacking]

I don't see why I shouldn't. Someone perfect and strong and stable... knows how hideous my mind may be but forgives me all the same, does not ever speak to me in cold tones or give looks that suggest disgust. The kind of person and actions that I hope Urick will one day have for me, really.

[ysobritish]

I hope you get everything that you want of him, Yaha.

[barebacking]

Because you think I deserve it? Because you are fond of me?

And what of you? What do you want?