having to go to school sucks.
having to go to school and then come home and go to work sucks even more.
im already sick of this!
oh well...its almost done!
<3

so a lot has happened today, yet i accomplished absolutly nothing.  i woke up thinking, im going to have a good day i have so much stuff i need to get done and its going to be good.  but once i got to the foot doctore...guess what...erin gets to have surgery again!  yup, thats right kids.  i got my other toe cut open today.  it sucks.  i called to ( Read more... )

Listening to the cute makes me feel so at peace. i dont know what it is about the music, but all i know is that when i listen to it, i forget about everything thats on my mind. its like for that time, its just me and the music. it feels like its my life, like im in a movie and thats the background music. i need more moments like this. moments where ( Read more... )

i hope i work with good people tonight so the rest of my day doesnt suck...b/c as of now, it just went down the drain.  i hate my family...so much.

i want to talk to rodney...i think i'll call him tomorrow if i dont talk to him during the day.

fuck you.

the concert last night was amazing.  it was so good to see rodney, hes so nice to me.  but now im upset b/c i miss him...alot.  i've been thinking alot tonight of any possible way i could go up to NY and see him soon...but thats never going to happen.  i mean yea sure..when i get my own car, and when i turn 18, i can go..but i dont turn 18 for a ( Read more... )

ugh, today work was alright, but then before i left me ana and sandy were all talking about how sherri and kristy like to talk shit about me.  yea fuck you.  thats so messed up.  i mean, if you have a fucking problem with me, say something to me...dont say something to everyone else.  ass holes.

i really hope i get wednsday off of work.  i mean... ( Read more... )

so today had its ups and downs.

ups:  had a great day with my mom, realized i cant wait till te 17th, also realized im in love...not really, i dont believe in love, but im deeply in like.  i've decided that im really happy i have a job b/c i feel accomplished, and less lazy.

downs:  surgery on my foot.  feeling used again.   having awful skin.  and ( Read more... )

so here i am.  sitting here thinking about how i still have to ask my dad about going to the show with the lovely rodney.  i was suposed to ask today, but my dad was being an ass hole, so i didnt.  i think i've decided to just go, and not even ask.  i can't wait to see him.  i miss him so much, and the more i talk to him, the more i want to see him ( Read more... )

so i have to ask my dad if i can go to a concert with Rodney...hm..this should be interesting. i bet hes going to say no. and then im going to cry and sneak out b/c i must see him...MUST! work is killing me, but i love money. it sucks that i get paid every 2 weeks tho. i have $250. i owe me mom $100 in which i will be using for school clothes. ( Read more... )

FUCK OFF BITCH

YOU'RE ALL ASS HOLES AND I HATE YOU.

HAVE A NICE FUCKING NIGHT.

<3