you know what one of my pet peaves is ( Read more... )

SHOUTING IN AN EMPTY ROOM!!!!! <---thas me

why is it that when some questions are answered, the answers are overshadowed with bigger questions ( Read more... )

Pure in heart, like uncut jade,
he cleared the muddy water
by leaving it alone.

--tao te ching

taoism is the shit. i dont know why it isnt a widely excepted philosophy.

does she want me to call and tell her how much i miss her, does she want me to cling to her like my instincts tell me to. does she want me to make sure she's always thinking of me. does she want me to not let her forget how i feel about her ( Read more... )

through the dust and the charcoal comes the image from my mind. rendered in the paper alive to nobody but me. i am frankenstein, fumbling to bring to life the vision i have. the colors and the ink stain and i see what i saw. the image becomes alive and it breaths on me. i extend myself in small cave paintings, and leave peices of my insides laying ( Read more... )

i need a job, i have too much time to think. I dont think being up at night instead of during the day is good for mental and emotional health. It is definatly bred into people to work and have goals, have some mountaintop to get to. Sure when youre struggling up to the top uf the mountain all you can think about is stopping and getting to the top, ( Read more... )

its funny how some things get around to people who probably dont have any bussiness in knowing them or discussing them with other people ( Read more... )

Purify the colors, purify my mind ( Read more... )

...im home again. gone is the world of routine, habits, atmosphere and significance that i had become accustomed to for the past months. I bring home my speakers and my music and my paintings and drawings. Total switch of atmosphere and company...lifestyle really. oh well. i felt like this when i started college too. the real thing that is missing ( Read more... )