to live life like a turner classic movie would be the greatest. you can escape from all of the drama and the pain in this dark and lifeless world. you could dance with fred estair and buddy holley. you could walk around and be happy and you wouldnt have to be afraid anymore. ya, that would be swell.

goodbye norma jean.

wow, life is weird. i feel so bad about what happened with me and karson. i kno what u guys want to kno, why i broke up with him, right. ya, im phsycic. anywho, this is what happened. i went to church and stuff like that and i got to thinking about my life, and how i wasnt the same anymore, and ihow i hated how i had become, and how i felt like ( Read more... )

i feel like shit. i kno i say that alot, but i do. im really confused. it seems like things beetween me and karson are getting worse. last night i actually cried. i cried for what seems like an eternity, and i couldnt get him out of my head. i love him so much, u cant imagine, but im so unhappy. i dont feel special anymore, i feel like he doesnt ( Read more... )

whats up guys? today was kool. i woke up at 5 like allwayse, had my coffee and my super cereal, went to school. karson was actually there today, omg! i did my math homework in the middle of the hallway and people kept falling all ove me. that was fun i guess. i tripped and fell on my face in drama, drew was the only one who saw, yay me! ms. ( Read more... )

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whos super cool? (not me, but still) im actually happy. i mean, not like completely, theres still that feeling in my stomach that makes me feel like a shithead and a total waste, but its not so big, and there's really no reason to pay attention to it cuz ill never be completely alright. but anyway, i dont want to make this a sad entrie, so im gonna ( Read more... )

my new lj is tobreathtobleed so add me biotches!

u guys, im so frigin bored so u need to call me at 529-4027. ok? or ill kick ur asses. no, better yet, ill get liz to cause she's nifty too. and if liz doent call me, ill, illl, ill cry. cause i cant beat u up. love u guys, dont hurt me.

"What kind of kiss are you?" - Results:
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i stole this from my beautiful elizabeth holzschuh! i love u hunn ( Read more... )