just another name in your little black book.
I'm oficially the biggest idiot on the face of the earth.
I thought he meant what he said, and that it would be different, but I was so SO wrong.
IN CONCLUSION.
I NEED A BOYFRIEND.
Hi, I'm Erin. I'm 16 years old. I work at AE and Chick - fil - A. I like to have fun, but I'm also extremely conservative, but when I'm comfortable I defintaly loosen up. I still love the spice girls. I really like to drive, I didnt so much when i first started but now i find it pretty relaxing and I'm really good at it. I love to be tan. I hate feeling pale, and i often find that I'm never really quite satisfied with my color. I'm pretty gullable. I'm really smart, but at times I can be really retarded. I like big hair, i think that people with small hair can often look really out of proportion. I like shopping, and i may appear to be extremely materialistic but on the inside, i have my priorities straight. I don't think ive ever really been in love. I am religious on my own terms. I hate when people try and preach to me. I pray, I try to think about right from wrong, and i go to church on special occasions. I respect religious people and their beliefs. I often think that I'm missing out on alot becasue I am so paranoid. I'm alwyas so scared to get in trouble or getting caught. I don't really know why, my parents arent very strict at all. I'm just so scared all the time. I hate walking in front of people, i hate eating in front of people, i hate writing in front of people, i hate when people watch me get out of the car, i hate leaving the house thinking i look good, and then being in public for 5 minutes and having a panic attack. I wish i had a credit card, i never know where any of my money goes. I get really scared when i'm alone. I love having someone to hold onto. Sometimes i have trouble sleeping becuase i'm worrying about so much. I don't really like alot of girls. I'm nice to everyone becuase i think everyone deserves respect and i probably do like you as a person, but I've become very cautious, and i find that i trust too easy, and i end up getting hurt. I used to care about who i was seen with and balh ablha, but now i just want people who are genuine. I don't think that i have that many real friends. I think I'm way too naiive. I don't really have a lot of favorite singers or bands. I just have alot of songs that i like. I have a generally positive disposition. I like to pet people. Well not everyone, i dont walk up to strangers and pet them, but boys i am close to i like to pet. I like to bite sometimes, just play bite. I get really sad when people dont comment on my entries, but i don't really care all that much. Only comment if you mean it. Don't just do it to make me feel better. I like to just be with the boy i love. I don't care if its sitting in a car, sitting on a couch, sitting in the food court of the mall, being in the grocery store, anything. I like to talk, I like to tell stories and i feel like an idiot when other people dont like them or arent really listening. I just want a nice boy, who will take care of me. I don't require much.
I thought he meant what he said, and that it would be different, but I was so SO wrong.
IN CONCLUSION.
I NEED A BOYFRIEND.
Hi, I'm Erin. I'm 16 years old. I work at AE and Chick - fil - A. I like to have fun, but I'm also extremely conservative, but when I'm comfortable I defintaly loosen up. I still love the spice girls. I really like to drive, I didnt so much when i first started but now i find it pretty relaxing and I'm really good at it. I love to be tan. I hate feeling pale, and i often find that I'm never really quite satisfied with my color. I'm pretty gullable. I'm really smart, but at times I can be really retarded. I like big hair, i think that people with small hair can often look really out of proportion. I like shopping, and i may appear to be extremely materialistic but on the inside, i have my priorities straight. I don't think ive ever really been in love. I am religious on my own terms. I hate when people try and preach to me. I pray, I try to think about right from wrong, and i go to church on special occasions. I respect religious people and their beliefs. I often think that I'm missing out on alot becasue I am so paranoid. I'm alwyas so scared to get in trouble or getting caught. I don't really know why, my parents arent very strict at all. I'm just so scared all the time. I hate walking in front of people, i hate eating in front of people, i hate writing in front of people, i hate when people watch me get out of the car, i hate leaving the house thinking i look good, and then being in public for 5 minutes and having a panic attack. I wish i had a credit card, i never know where any of my money goes. I get really scared when i'm alone. I love having someone to hold onto. Sometimes i have trouble sleeping becuase i'm worrying about so much. I don't really like alot of girls. I'm nice to everyone becuase i think everyone deserves respect and i probably do like you as a person, but I've become very cautious, and i find that i trust too easy, and i end up getting hurt. I used to care about who i was seen with and balh ablha, but now i just want people who are genuine. I don't think that i have that many real friends. I think I'm way too naiive. I don't really have a lot of favorite singers or bands. I just have alot of songs that i like. I have a generally positive disposition. I like to pet people. Well not everyone, i dont walk up to strangers and pet them, but boys i am close to i like to pet. I like to bite sometimes, just play bite. I get really sad when people dont comment on my entries, but i don't really care all that much. Only comment if you mean it. Don't just do it to make me feel better. I like to just be with the boy i love. I don't care if its sitting in a car, sitting on a couch, sitting in the food court of the mall, being in the grocery store, anything. I like to talk, I like to tell stories and i feel like an idiot when other people dont like them or arent really listening. I just want a nice boy, who will take care of me. I don't require much.