Eric Coughlin is seriously my new God. he is the only person that has read my mind and is exactly right about my situation. He should be raised on a pedistal and worshiped by all.

You know whats awesome? when your parents help you realize that your life is going down the shithole. It's great. Man I have so much stress right now, and so much shit going on in my head all at once, It's so figgin hard to act normal anymore. I was doing a lot better, until last night when somthing totally fucked me up and she still could care ( Read more... )

Going to the wings game tonight... should be pretty sweet, never been to one before. I'm excited ( Read more... )

Maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream...

It's alright to tell me what you think about me ( Read more... )

I don't really know why I'm starting an update, cuz I don't have too much to write about. I'm just kinda bored right now and everyone is busy ( Read more... )

Another turning point a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist directs you where to go
So make the best of this test and don't ask why
It's not a question but a lesson learned in time

It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life

So take the photographs and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf ( Read more... )

Welp, Yesterday I had a talk with Jill, and I guess it looks like we aren't getting back together anytime soon. I was real upset yesterday about it, and I didn't think it was gonna hit me so hard, but it did. I had it all planned out, like what I was gonna say to her when I saw her, and then when she came up to me at the game, I was speechless. It ( Read more... )

So I don't know what I'm doin anymore. I think I'm the unluckiest guy in the world. The last few weeks have been the shittiest ever. I don't know what to think anymore. My whole world has turned upside down. People who used to be the biggest influence in my life have deserted me, other people have just lost it all together, and I'm caught up in the ( Read more... )

So I guess Jill wants nothing to do with me now. Awesome. You go from being best friends with someone for 2+ years to being absolutley nothing to them besides another person that they know. She said that she had to make selfish decisions, and that I can never understand the way that she feels ( Read more... )