whatever.....

I've been happy for the past 4 days, which is saying something. then something put a halt on my happiness...i started thinking about someone again, and as the feelings were rushing over me, i realized that I missed him more than ever....i started questioning myself and wondering if i would ever be able to get together with him....I need to call him ( Read more... )

Hey, for all you out there who know that I've been feeling kinda down, I've got good news! I feel better today than I have in awhile. I had a conversation today with a friend I haven't talked to in a while and it was a good conversation and it made me think about a lot of things and kinda changed my outlook on life a little bit.  I feel very perky ( Read more... )

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well, i have an agenda full of things that are happening..some of them are not the nicest
---strangle someone in my immediate family-guess who
---call someone or get in touch with them due to my feelings and the events that will happen next year, it needs to happen between this guy and me
---monday, absolutely nothing that i ( Read more... )

haven't updated in a while, not much new to say i guess.... it's hot as HELL today and I can't breathe out of my fucking nose--i HATE being congested! oh well....i really don't have anything else to say right now
peace out

Well, I'm deciding to post a rather random message because I just want to. I don't really know what to say.  I've got a lot of things that I've got to do before graduation next year. I'm really kinda upset about it...I've talked too much about it.  I don't want to go...... =`(

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!
MY FUCKING MOTHER WON'T LET ME GO TO GOD DAMN GRADUATION
MY FUCKING MOTHER WON'T LET ME GO TO GOD DAMN GRADUATION
MY FUCKING MOTHER WON'T LET ME GO TO GOD DAMN GRADUATION

I WANT TO GO DAMN IT, I NEED TO GET OUT OF HERE, BUT SHE HAS A HARD TIME LETTING ME GO AND LETTING ME DO SOMETHING ON MY OWN.....I'M FUCKING TIRED ( Read more... )

Will somebody miss me when I move away? Please tell me that somebody will miss me when I'm not around. I'm upset enough as it is.  Please tell me that you'll miss me....anybody, I want some kind of response.   =`(

I'm not wanted
my mother doesn't give a fuck about me
i'm not wanted
Do I have any friends out there?

I can't beleive what I did!
I just can't believe it!
I CAN'T FUCKING BELIEVE IT!
You guys will know what I mean tomorrow.......
hehehehe =D

SEE YOU THEN!!!!
HAHAHAHA