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I'm scared.
I knew Sephiroth was back, but somehow, didn't expect to see him. Not at Gold Saucer. I... I really didn't expect to fight him. Not all on my own. Not by myself.
I saw so many people die. It wasn't just guys in black robes. It was people I'd been sitting next to in the chocobo arena. They didn't just keel over from getting slashed, they were screaming and flailing and in pain. I tried to help some of them, but...
I'm scared. I'm all by myself and scared. I hid in a forest so I could heal up. The damage I got from the lightning blast healed up just fine... but... this cut on my leg... it won't close up right... and healing magic won't work. I tried a Cure, I tried potions and elixers, but it's still bleeding, and it hurts a lot. ... Isn't that what we read, in those notes we found from Tifa's old teacher? That when she got slashed with Masamune, the wound wouldn't react to healing?
I'm so scared. Am I gonna die?
I need my friends. I need to find somebody to help me. But I heard that Tifa's in LOVE with Sephiroth... I'm even scared of her now, what if SHE tried to hurt me if I went to her for help...?
That scares me more than anything. If I can't trust Tifa, can I trust any of my friends?