Hatred and Love
Title: Hatred and Love
Author: utak ko ~ :P
Pairing: Nakajima Kento x OC
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CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
“Drat! I can’t sleep!” I uttered and sat on my bed. I turned to the bed side table and reached for my phone. 1:00. Jeez! It’s already morning and yet I haven’t even drifted into a deep slumber! “Jeez! This is so bothersome!” I messed my hair like I always do and stood up from the bed. I really can’t sleep. I have done all the best sleeping positions but still sleepiness didn’t pay me a visit.
‘This is your entire fault, Nakajima Kento! Your entire fault!’ When I was about to walk out the room, I slipped because on that damn blanket. I cursed when I hit my leg on the bed. Jeez. I am really getting stupid. But, it hurts! Jeez
Jeez, damn Kento! I can’t sleep because of him! I have been thinking about him-his reaction about the incident. His eyes were scared and mad at the same time! I don’t understand why! I hardly have an idea at all! It keeps bothering me.
I let my feet lead me to nowhere. Jeez, maybe I should take a walk first. Maybe that could help me. I opened my door slowly and try my best to walk without making noise. When I passed my Kento’s room, I stopped for a while. He was already sleeping, I bet.
‘Jeez! You’re having happy time in Dream Land while I can’t sleep because of you! Argh! I wish you’ll have a nighmare!’ I thought before continuing my pace.
I think I was standing there for minutes before I realized where I am-seashore. Well, duh! I was too occupied by Kento’s bothering thoughts! Jeez! I can feel that there is something behind his anger over me. Being intense like that isn’t just like what others feel. Yeah, that’s right! I bet it! There’s something behind it. But…what is it? That’s what I need to find out or else I won’t be able to sleep tonight-Oh, it’s already morning. Stupid.
But, what should I say to him? I have said my apology but he seemed deaf. He doesn’t want to listen to me. And I bet he doesn’t even want to see me. Jeez! Why am I this bothered because of that asshole? And why am I planning to apologize to him for another time before going to sleep when that guy’s already sleeping. Gaaaaa! I am getting stupid, really!
“Rina…”
I was startled upon hearing someone call my name. I looked around and saw someone, lying on the sand with his hands behind his head.
My heart skipped a beat. It was Kento.
‘Eh?’ I placed my palm on my left chest, feeling my heart as it beats. ‘What’s happening to my heart? Heart problem? I should have a check up when we’re back in Tokyo. Definitely!’
He was gazing up in the sky filled of stars. I can see the side of his face from my position now… I was enjoying myself as I look at him, the moonlight stroking his face, so irresistible! ‘Eh??????’
Did I just say that he is irresistible? Did I just give my compliment? Gaaaa!
“How long do you plan to stand there?” Kento suddenly asked. He has this plain, cold voice on me. Jeez, I am really starting to hate this!
With nothing much to do, “B-But…” Jeez, I sighed and just sat beside him. Well, there’s still somewhat a big space between us. I don’t want to sit next to him.
Oh, I got a problem! I don’t know what to say… I don’t know what to act…
I glimpse on him. He’s still gazing up in the sky. And it’s too late when I realized that I have been already staring at him-he’s already looking at me. “What?” his voice sounded disgusted.
I looked away and hugged my own knees as I stare at the vast sky. “Nothing…” I murmured. Not long after that, the deafening silence surrounded us once more. I gave him a quick glance. He was now looking at the full moon. What is he thinking right now? I wanted to know… I wanted to know his feelings… I wanted to know why he acted that way… I wanted to know… I just wanted to know…
I rested my chin on my knee. Then my hand touched a stick beside me. I get it and started writing something on the sand. My hand was moving on its own.
“What are you doing?” I titled my head and realized that Kento is already right beside me with his face just few breathes away from me. I immediately looked back on my writing. Oh, crap! Unknowingly, I have written his name! Gaaaaa~ “What are you writing?” he asked again. I wiped my writings.
“Ah. N-Nothing.” I mumbled. Crap! My heart was pounding hard. What the heck is happening in me? My heart is really having problems. Oh my, am I dying? Kowai~
“As you said,” he uttered. “Why the hell you are still awake?” he asked. No emotion at all. Where’s the disgusting Nakajima? Where is he right now?
“I just can’t sleep. I’m thinking of something,” I took a deep breathe. “Or rather, someone.”
What the-what did I say? Goodness! What is happening on me? Kento gave a glimpse on me. I looked away to avoid his eyes. All of a sudden, my heart is pounding again. Could it be…?
“You should sleep now. It’s already morning. You’ll never gain height, Little Girl.”
“What the!” I immediately stood up. “I really hate you for that!”
He hissed. “You look like an elementary because of your height, admit it.” Did he just…smile? Or I am just hallucinating?
“Jeez! Good night, Bakajima!” I turned around to the direction of the house and marched away. He really never failed to annoy me. But seeing him smile, I feel happy.
I climbed up the beach house. Different kind of rocks were arranged finely to be used as stairs. And on both sides was a beautiful landscape. I was busy looking on my right when I tripped on the one of the steps. And just luck was on my side, my right knee bumped on it. “Ittai!” I screamed. Jeez, careless of you Rina! What are you just thinking, you silly girl?!?!
Kento’s smile. A voice from the other side of her mind answered her question. Drat?
What the? You’re getting affected because he was so damn angry at you and now because everything seemed to be fine ‘coz he smiled at you? Jeez. the voice from the back of her mind, countered.
“I can’t believe you, Rina.” She talked to herself as she sat down to check her knee. “Shit, there’s blood.” Jeez, why of all times?!?! I hate the sight of blood. Really, I don’t want to see any blood.
I tried to stand but failed to do so. Jeez, so what now? I am going to wait until morning comes here? Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! I took a glimpse on my right knee, it was still bleeding. A lot of blood.
I tried once again, luckily, I managed to hop unto the next step but I felt my knees to weaken. And there comes a pair of arms that assisted me to stand. I don’t have to look at that person. It just felt that I already recognized him.
“What are you doing?” he asked. Then his eyes landed on my knees. “Oi! What happened on your knee?” He was so shocked because a lof of blood were really coming out. My wound was kind big, you know. But mind you, I don’t feel pain?
“Can’t you see it? it’s bleeding right?!” I said full of sarcasm.
“Baka! I know! Just what kind of exhibitions have you done here?” he knelt down, just in front of me. “Come on.”
“Huh?”
“Hop on, clumsy little girl!” hesitantly, I hopped on his back and let him carry me to the house. Jeez, not a right decision after all! Damn, he smells great huh!
A/N : etto ~ the ending wasn't supposed to be like that ~ ahahaha! but emergency came up last nigh so i was running after time then puff ! it became koko crunch ! jk ~ :PP
Author: utak ko ~ :P
Pairing: Nakajima Kento x OC
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CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
“Drat! I can’t sleep!” I uttered and sat on my bed. I turned to the bed side table and reached for my phone. 1:00. Jeez! It’s already morning and yet I haven’t even drifted into a deep slumber! “Jeez! This is so bothersome!” I messed my hair like I always do and stood up from the bed. I really can’t sleep. I have done all the best sleeping positions but still sleepiness didn’t pay me a visit.
‘This is your entire fault, Nakajima Kento! Your entire fault!’ When I was about to walk out the room, I slipped because on that damn blanket. I cursed when I hit my leg on the bed. Jeez. I am really getting stupid. But, it hurts! Jeez
Jeez, damn Kento! I can’t sleep because of him! I have been thinking about him-his reaction about the incident. His eyes were scared and mad at the same time! I don’t understand why! I hardly have an idea at all! It keeps bothering me.
I let my feet lead me to nowhere. Jeez, maybe I should take a walk first. Maybe that could help me. I opened my door slowly and try my best to walk without making noise. When I passed my Kento’s room, I stopped for a while. He was already sleeping, I bet.
‘Jeez! You’re having happy time in Dream Land while I can’t sleep because of you! Argh! I wish you’ll have a nighmare!’ I thought before continuing my pace.
I think I was standing there for minutes before I realized where I am-seashore. Well, duh! I was too occupied by Kento’s bothering thoughts! Jeez! I can feel that there is something behind his anger over me. Being intense like that isn’t just like what others feel. Yeah, that’s right! I bet it! There’s something behind it. But…what is it? That’s what I need to find out or else I won’t be able to sleep tonight-Oh, it’s already morning. Stupid.
But, what should I say to him? I have said my apology but he seemed deaf. He doesn’t want to listen to me. And I bet he doesn’t even want to see me. Jeez! Why am I this bothered because of that asshole? And why am I planning to apologize to him for another time before going to sleep when that guy’s already sleeping. Gaaaaa! I am getting stupid, really!
“Rina…”
I was startled upon hearing someone call my name. I looked around and saw someone, lying on the sand with his hands behind his head.
My heart skipped a beat. It was Kento.
‘Eh?’ I placed my palm on my left chest, feeling my heart as it beats. ‘What’s happening to my heart? Heart problem? I should have a check up when we’re back in Tokyo. Definitely!’
He was gazing up in the sky filled of stars. I can see the side of his face from my position now… I was enjoying myself as I look at him, the moonlight stroking his face, so irresistible! ‘Eh??????’
Did I just say that he is irresistible? Did I just give my compliment? Gaaaa!
“How long do you plan to stand there?” Kento suddenly asked. He has this plain, cold voice on me. Jeez, I am really starting to hate this!
With nothing much to do, “B-But…” Jeez, I sighed and just sat beside him. Well, there’s still somewhat a big space between us. I don’t want to sit next to him.
Oh, I got a problem! I don’t know what to say… I don’t know what to act…
I glimpse on him. He’s still gazing up in the sky. And it’s too late when I realized that I have been already staring at him-he’s already looking at me. “What?” his voice sounded disgusted.
I looked away and hugged my own knees as I stare at the vast sky. “Nothing…” I murmured. Not long after that, the deafening silence surrounded us once more. I gave him a quick glance. He was now looking at the full moon. What is he thinking right now? I wanted to know… I wanted to know his feelings… I wanted to know why he acted that way… I wanted to know… I just wanted to know…
I rested my chin on my knee. Then my hand touched a stick beside me. I get it and started writing something on the sand. My hand was moving on its own.
“What are you doing?” I titled my head and realized that Kento is already right beside me with his face just few breathes away from me. I immediately looked back on my writing. Oh, crap! Unknowingly, I have written his name! Gaaaaa~ “What are you writing?” he asked again. I wiped my writings.
“Ah. N-Nothing.” I mumbled. Crap! My heart was pounding hard. What the heck is happening in me? My heart is really having problems. Oh my, am I dying? Kowai~
“As you said,” he uttered. “Why the hell you are still awake?” he asked. No emotion at all. Where’s the disgusting Nakajima? Where is he right now?
“I just can’t sleep. I’m thinking of something,” I took a deep breathe. “Or rather, someone.”
What the-what did I say? Goodness! What is happening on me? Kento gave a glimpse on me. I looked away to avoid his eyes. All of a sudden, my heart is pounding again. Could it be…?
“You should sleep now. It’s already morning. You’ll never gain height, Little Girl.”
“What the!” I immediately stood up. “I really hate you for that!”
He hissed. “You look like an elementary because of your height, admit it.” Did he just…smile? Or I am just hallucinating?
“Jeez! Good night, Bakajima!” I turned around to the direction of the house and marched away. He really never failed to annoy me. But seeing him smile, I feel happy.
I climbed up the beach house. Different kind of rocks were arranged finely to be used as stairs. And on both sides was a beautiful landscape. I was busy looking on my right when I tripped on the one of the steps. And just luck was on my side, my right knee bumped on it. “Ittai!” I screamed. Jeez, careless of you Rina! What are you just thinking, you silly girl?!?!
Kento’s smile. A voice from the other side of her mind answered her question. Drat?
What the? You’re getting affected because he was so damn angry at you and now because everything seemed to be fine ‘coz he smiled at you? Jeez. the voice from the back of her mind, countered.
“I can’t believe you, Rina.” She talked to herself as she sat down to check her knee. “Shit, there’s blood.” Jeez, why of all times?!?! I hate the sight of blood. Really, I don’t want to see any blood.
I tried to stand but failed to do so. Jeez, so what now? I am going to wait until morning comes here? Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! I took a glimpse on my right knee, it was still bleeding. A lot of blood.
I tried once again, luckily, I managed to hop unto the next step but I felt my knees to weaken. And there comes a pair of arms that assisted me to stand. I don’t have to look at that person. It just felt that I already recognized him.
“What are you doing?” he asked. Then his eyes landed on my knees. “Oi! What happened on your knee?” He was so shocked because a lof of blood were really coming out. My wound was kind big, you know. But mind you, I don’t feel pain?
“Can’t you see it? it’s bleeding right?!” I said full of sarcasm.
“Baka! I know! Just what kind of exhibitions have you done here?” he knelt down, just in front of me. “Come on.”
“Huh?”
“Hop on, clumsy little girl!” hesitantly, I hopped on his back and let him carry me to the house. Jeez, not a right decision after all! Damn, he smells great huh!
A/N : etto ~ the ending wasn't supposed to be like that ~ ahahaha! but emergency came up last nigh so i was running after time then puff ! it became koko crunch ! jk ~ :PP