baby fish chapter 12
Title: Baby Fish
Pairing: Kevin/Eli, Kevin/Kibum
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Why I have to join this crazy idea? And meet the most-annoying-guy on the earth. Ah~ but I still have my boyfriend to please me.
Warning: Err, bad English and lame story XP
First : Second : Third : Fourth : Fifth : Sixth : Seventh : Eighth : Ninth : Tenth : Eleventh
“Please don’t lie to me, Kevin... I know he did something to you right? If not, why do you look like this? Just tell me and I won’t let him go.” Eli glanced to his side while driving to Kevin’s house.
“Whatever happens between us has nothing to do with you, Eli. Don’t worry, I can take care of myself.” Kevin sighed, staring outside the window.
“Are you still mad with me?”
“No... I didn’t mad with you. I’m just tired.”
“Kevin, do you still-“
“Eli, I’m really thankful to you for your concerns and everything. But please don’t bother for what has happen between us before. I’ll never forget those memories, trust me. But things ain’t the same anymore.” Kevin’s eyes stared to the said man as the words gushed out from his lips.
“How you can get rid of me this easy? You know what, I admit everything. Yes, after you saw it by yourself. I kneel down to you, I begged you to get everything back. But you suddenly hook up with that shit, I know it also for avoiding me, isn’t?”
“I admit that, I really love you back then but it wasn’t going well in our way.”
“What about now?”
“.....”
“Don’t tell me that you already fucking madly in love with him.”
“I’m not! It is just... Ah, whatever, Eli. I won’t think about it now. I’m too tired and I can’t think of anything right now.” Kevin finally wrapped it up.
“Kevin, I just wanted to tell you. I can’t stay here any longer... I need to go back to U.S soon. Just I want you to know that I still need you. I have no word to tell you how much I want you, but it’s just only you, I’ll never ask anything.”
“Eli... I-“
“I will wait for you.”
Kevin sighed for the nth time, unable to say a word but nodded. For now he needs his own space to think of anything although it was irritating but it has touched something inside him. Yes, and now it becomes another trouble for him.
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“You are not going to work today?”
“No...” Kevin shook his head while smiled sweetly to his dad. He was sitting on the bench outside of his house enjoying the colourful view of blossoms after having his lunch when Mr. Woo approached him.
“Why? Is anything happen? You don’t go to work for two days.”
“Nope, dad. I just want to rest at home.” Kevin giggled, assuring he was fine.
“Okay, you won’t go out? I will be in the kitchen all the time. There are a lot of orders I have to get done.”
“Yeah, I got it but I won’t go anywhere today...”
“It is really nothing happen? You can tell me anything.”
“It’s nothing, dad.” Kevin smiled as sincere as he could, but it failed when Mr. Woo still staring at him.
“It’s really nothing... You shouldn’t worry much. Trust me, nothing really bad for now.”
‘Nothing’s really bad. Good lie, Kevin! Sorry dad...’ Kevin smiled bitterly.
“It’s okay. If you need something, just talk to me. I’ve to go back to the kitchen.”
Kevin nodded, helping him to the kitchen and handling a bit for his necessaries before leaving him doing his job. He went up to his room before threw his body onto the bed, rolling side to side and only stopped when he remembered something.
“Ah... I feel sorry for Soohyun, absolutely he has to take over my works after all.” Kevin sighed.
His mind was flitting again to that day. Even he won’t think or remember the piece of it, it still intruding every single nerve he had.
Staring thoroughly the ceiling, all he could see is only Kibum’s face. He felt hurt, his heart aching all over. None of this world could encourage him to go to him again, for asking him why he acted that way. He couldn’t help it but keep thinking about his words and not forgetting his eyes that fill with mournfulness and loneliness.
“What has happened to him actually?” he unconsciously talking to himself.
Slowly, his hand crawled to his own neck, rubbing the abused area before. The feelings of those wet lips forcibly nibbling on his sensitive skins were there, signified by the dull red marks.
“He didn’t call me even once...” he pouted. “Doesn’t he think he should apologize to me?!”
He rolled himself again, resting himself with his face off on the mattress, slightly whimpering against it with his legs whipping up and down repeatedly.
“I should stop thinking this way. He is pervert monster and he almost want to rape me!” he mumbled while punching the mattress countless time.
His rolled back around rested his back down on the mattress. He couldn’t able to understand his heart anymore. He hates the said man and he won’t stay any longer with him before, and now he had his times filled with that man’s things, stuffs and whatever he up to. Not being able to forget every little thing he had done to him, neither good nor worse.
“Why did I cry?” he swept a little drop of his tears. “I should have forget all of this and get a nap. I will be okay then.” He shut his eyes, wanting to get away all of his fidgetiness.
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“Hey...”
“Um...”
“Get up...”
“Um... mm.”
“Hey..! Get up!”
Kevin stirs a bit, slightly growls when his nap was disturbed. He was in a good dream, a dream he was humiliating a poor monster and it was begging for his mercy, such a good plot he thought.
“I said get up!”
Kevin opened his eyes, blinking few times registered his sight to the object in front of him.
“Um... Sir...?” He mumbled dreamily.
“Oh you miss him? So why don’t you go to work?”
Kevin widened his eyes hearing those words, quickly sitting up. “Deanna?”
“Yes, this is me, Sir Deanna. Get up!” Deanna kicked his leg hard causes the latter to squeal in pain.
“What the fuck is wrong with you? Ah...” He whimpered while stroking his aching leg.
“I don’t do anything wrong, I’m doing well. That question is absolutely for you. Dad told me, you’re acting weird lately, not going to work and doing nothing at all. So, what the fuck is wrong with you?
“I’m okay! There’s nothing wrong with me either. I already told Dad, I’m just wanted to rest at home.” He rants.
“Is that so?” Deanna took her place beside Kevin on the bed, “So mind explain to me what these hickeys are?” She reached out for his collar, revealing his pale neck with a few red spots.
Kevin gasped, hurriedly clutched his collar and stood up immediately. “T-This is not a hickey! This is because of dermatitis. I have an allergy, so... so this is why...”
“I’m not that stupid to differentiate between hickey and allergic. What Kibum has done to you? You guys have slept together, so you’re embarrassed to meet him now? Or he raped you?”
Kevin widened his eyes, “Why you say that?!“
“What? Which one? Sleep or rape?”
“Whichever! You shouldn’t say that!” Kevin pouted.
“Stop it you whore, I know there’s something between both of you. Well, take your time, I’m going to prepare for a supper after that tell me what happen.”
Kevin shrugged and walked toward the bathroom, refreshing his face. He was still dizzy for the sudden wake up before. He went out of the door and found Deanna was still waiting for him at his bedroom’s entrance. Both of them walked together to the living room.
“We have a guest tonight.”
“Guest? Who?” His face furrowed a bit.
“My student.” As soon as he heard that, he saw a young boy sitting awkwardly on the couch while eyeing the room and smile sheepishly to him when their eyes meet each other. He smiled back and walked toward the boy.
“Hello. I’m Deanna’s brother, Kevin.” Kevin tried his best to get rid his annoying face before and greeted the young boy.
“Hello, my name is Dongho. I know you are her brother. She has told me before. Nice to meet you.” The younger politely greeted back.
“Oh, mighty mouth is always being a mighty mouth.”
Deanna spanked Kevin’s butt with all of her might causes his screams echoed within the house. Kevin tried to revenge by hitting her shoulder and she was trying to whack him back.
“Can you guys behave yourselves? We have a guest right in front of you now, kids.” Mr. Woo sighed.
Both of them stopped and realised that they were childishly wrestling in front of a young man.
“Oh, sorry.” They both smiled awkwardly to the confused Dongho and both of them separated with Deanna went to the kitchen and Kevin joined Mr. Woo and Dongho on the couch.
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Kevin walked as fast as he could and hurriedly close the door but it was held by a hand from outside. He sighed, it was impossible for him to avoid this girl. He allowed the person to enter into his room and sat at the edge of his bed.
“What’s wrong with your student?” Kevin sat beside her.
“What’s wrong with my student?” Deanna asked back.
“I feel... I don’t know what, the way he stared at me. What is he doing here?”
“I don’t see it, so I have no idea what’s wrong with him. Just don’t mind about him... he had some problem with his parents, his mother asked me to take care of him for a while because his father would beat him. She won’t anyone got into the prison after all.”
“Oh... it must be hard for him having this time in such young age... How long he will stay here?” Kevin widened his eyes.
“I don’t know, till everything goes fine. The end about me, start about yours now.”
Kevin sighed, burdened to start his part even he unwillingly to do that.
“He saw me when I was reading the diary.”
“You got read the diary? Then what he did?”
“Yes, he... He was trying to do... that. But he stopped and asked me to leave.” Kevin shut his eyes, gritted his teeth with his heart aching remembered back the nightmare.
“He mad because you read that book?!”
“I don’t know. He seemed mad and talked about other things too. About an old man, old woman, his brother and an ex boyfriend whoever he is. And something he said ...” Kevin wrinkled his brows together.
“But what is more fun... When I got to see something fucking grieved in my eyes when it’s actually something that I expected it will soothing me today.”
“What else he said?”
“No... It’s nothing. I don’t remember...” Kevin muttered, fluttered a bit.
“What the fucktard he is, did he hurt you?” Deanna gripped Kevin’s arm tightly.
“Ouch, no he did not! Can you please be gentle? You are so rough.” Kevin whimpered and rubbing at the place her hand pinching before.
“Sorry, why don’t you tell us before? Surely I will kick his ass!”
“I don’t want everything get worse, especially when he actually let me go. That’s why I stayed home for these days.” Kevin brought his legs up and hugged his knees.
“What you got from the diary? Anything?” Deanna cocked her head watching him earnestly.
Kevin shook his head, “Not so much, I have no idea what she wrote. Nothing about the modules she just ranted out about her life. Dad, Mr. Kim, love...” Kevin stopped while thinking of something.
“I think what you said before was true, probably her lover is Kim Kibum...”
Deanna frowned,”Really? Did she write there?”
“No... She didn’t reveal his full name, but I can guess from it.” Kevin sighed, remembered something.
“Actually Eli was there that night. We met on the street but I didn’t tell him anything.”
“What was he doing there? He still wants to get back with you?”
Kevin only stared on the floor. “Yeah... He wanted to go back to USA soon. So he asked me for the last time...”
“Then what you think?”
“I have thought about it for these day, I-“
Both of them startled when a phone vibrated on Kevin’s nightstand, Kevin weakly grabbed the phone and noticed that he received a text message. His heart began to thump wildly when the screen displayed a scary name, Bumonster. He opened with trembling fingers, he didn’t realised how much he wait for that name to appear on the screen but what he didn’t know that he would feel heartbroken when he read it.
“I don’t know if you want to answer my call so I just texted you, come to my place tomorrow after the office hours. Don’t worry I wouldn’t be crazy pervert to you anymore, at least this will be worth if you come. The last time would be worth for all who has waited for a long time, right?” Deanna read the text out loud.
“Will you trust him? How about if I go with you? Well, it looks like this going to be a last meeting, I guess he wants to give the modules. But who knows?”
Kevin took a deep breath, unable to describe his own feeling but his chest becomes heavier and he didn’t know the reason why he feel an urge to cry, the some parts of the message kind of invading his heart. He shuts his eyes, trying to find his strength within the darkness.
“Kevin?” Deanna was staring at Kevin with worries.
Kevin opened his eyes, turned his head to her.
“Will you go or you want to wait?”
Kevin thought for few times before he determinedly replied. “I... actually, I have decided...”
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Updated~! Lol, what do you think about this chapter?
Sorry again for everything( I've repeated this for every chapter^^).... Y~Y
Shoot me with loves, I love loves
Pairing: Kevin/Eli, Kevin/Kibum
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Why I have to join this crazy idea? And meet the most-annoying-guy on the earth. Ah~ but I still have my boyfriend to please me.
Warning: Err, bad English and lame story XP
First : Second : Third : Fourth : Fifth : Sixth : Seventh : Eighth : Ninth : Tenth : Eleventh
“Please don’t lie to me, Kevin... I know he did something to you right? If not, why do you look like this? Just tell me and I won’t let him go.” Eli glanced to his side while driving to Kevin’s house.
“Whatever happens between us has nothing to do with you, Eli. Don’t worry, I can take care of myself.” Kevin sighed, staring outside the window.
“Are you still mad with me?”
“No... I didn’t mad with you. I’m just tired.”
“Kevin, do you still-“
“Eli, I’m really thankful to you for your concerns and everything. But please don’t bother for what has happen between us before. I’ll never forget those memories, trust me. But things ain’t the same anymore.” Kevin’s eyes stared to the said man as the words gushed out from his lips.
“How you can get rid of me this easy? You know what, I admit everything. Yes, after you saw it by yourself. I kneel down to you, I begged you to get everything back. But you suddenly hook up with that shit, I know it also for avoiding me, isn’t?”
“I admit that, I really love you back then but it wasn’t going well in our way.”
“What about now?”
“.....”
“Don’t tell me that you already fucking madly in love with him.”
“I’m not! It is just... Ah, whatever, Eli. I won’t think about it now. I’m too tired and I can’t think of anything right now.” Kevin finally wrapped it up.
“Kevin, I just wanted to tell you. I can’t stay here any longer... I need to go back to U.S soon. Just I want you to know that I still need you. I have no word to tell you how much I want you, but it’s just only you, I’ll never ask anything.”
“Eli... I-“
“I will wait for you.”
Kevin sighed for the nth time, unable to say a word but nodded. For now he needs his own space to think of anything although it was irritating but it has touched something inside him. Yes, and now it becomes another trouble for him.
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“You are not going to work today?”
“No...” Kevin shook his head while smiled sweetly to his dad. He was sitting on the bench outside of his house enjoying the colourful view of blossoms after having his lunch when Mr. Woo approached him.
“Why? Is anything happen? You don’t go to work for two days.”
“Nope, dad. I just want to rest at home.” Kevin giggled, assuring he was fine.
“Okay, you won’t go out? I will be in the kitchen all the time. There are a lot of orders I have to get done.”
“Yeah, I got it but I won’t go anywhere today...”
“It is really nothing happen? You can tell me anything.”
“It’s nothing, dad.” Kevin smiled as sincere as he could, but it failed when Mr. Woo still staring at him.
“It’s really nothing... You shouldn’t worry much. Trust me, nothing really bad for now.”
‘Nothing’s really bad. Good lie, Kevin! Sorry dad...’ Kevin smiled bitterly.
“It’s okay. If you need something, just talk to me. I’ve to go back to the kitchen.”
Kevin nodded, helping him to the kitchen and handling a bit for his necessaries before leaving him doing his job. He went up to his room before threw his body onto the bed, rolling side to side and only stopped when he remembered something.
“Ah... I feel sorry for Soohyun, absolutely he has to take over my works after all.” Kevin sighed.
His mind was flitting again to that day. Even he won’t think or remember the piece of it, it still intruding every single nerve he had.
Staring thoroughly the ceiling, all he could see is only Kibum’s face. He felt hurt, his heart aching all over. None of this world could encourage him to go to him again, for asking him why he acted that way. He couldn’t help it but keep thinking about his words and not forgetting his eyes that fill with mournfulness and loneliness.
“What has happened to him actually?” he unconsciously talking to himself.
Slowly, his hand crawled to his own neck, rubbing the abused area before. The feelings of those wet lips forcibly nibbling on his sensitive skins were there, signified by the dull red marks.
“He didn’t call me even once...” he pouted. “Doesn’t he think he should apologize to me?!”
He rolled himself again, resting himself with his face off on the mattress, slightly whimpering against it with his legs whipping up and down repeatedly.
“I should stop thinking this way. He is pervert monster and he almost want to rape me!” he mumbled while punching the mattress countless time.
His rolled back around rested his back down on the mattress. He couldn’t able to understand his heart anymore. He hates the said man and he won’t stay any longer with him before, and now he had his times filled with that man’s things, stuffs and whatever he up to. Not being able to forget every little thing he had done to him, neither good nor worse.
“Why did I cry?” he swept a little drop of his tears. “I should have forget all of this and get a nap. I will be okay then.” He shut his eyes, wanting to get away all of his fidgetiness.
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“Hey...”
“Um...”
“Get up...”
“Um... mm.”
“Hey..! Get up!”
Kevin stirs a bit, slightly growls when his nap was disturbed. He was in a good dream, a dream he was humiliating a poor monster and it was begging for his mercy, such a good plot he thought.
“I said get up!”
Kevin opened his eyes, blinking few times registered his sight to the object in front of him.
“Um... Sir...?” He mumbled dreamily.
“Oh you miss him? So why don’t you go to work?”
Kevin widened his eyes hearing those words, quickly sitting up. “Deanna?”
“Yes, this is me, Sir Deanna. Get up!” Deanna kicked his leg hard causes the latter to squeal in pain.
“What the fuck is wrong with you? Ah...” He whimpered while stroking his aching leg.
“I don’t do anything wrong, I’m doing well. That question is absolutely for you. Dad told me, you’re acting weird lately, not going to work and doing nothing at all. So, what the fuck is wrong with you?
“I’m okay! There’s nothing wrong with me either. I already told Dad, I’m just wanted to rest at home.” He rants.
“Is that so?” Deanna took her place beside Kevin on the bed, “So mind explain to me what these hickeys are?” She reached out for his collar, revealing his pale neck with a few red spots.
Kevin gasped, hurriedly clutched his collar and stood up immediately. “T-This is not a hickey! This is because of dermatitis. I have an allergy, so... so this is why...”
“I’m not that stupid to differentiate between hickey and allergic. What Kibum has done to you? You guys have slept together, so you’re embarrassed to meet him now? Or he raped you?”
Kevin widened his eyes, “Why you say that?!“
“What? Which one? Sleep or rape?”
“Whichever! You shouldn’t say that!” Kevin pouted.
“Stop it you whore, I know there’s something between both of you. Well, take your time, I’m going to prepare for a supper after that tell me what happen.”
Kevin shrugged and walked toward the bathroom, refreshing his face. He was still dizzy for the sudden wake up before. He went out of the door and found Deanna was still waiting for him at his bedroom’s entrance. Both of them walked together to the living room.
“We have a guest tonight.”
“Guest? Who?” His face furrowed a bit.
“My student.” As soon as he heard that, he saw a young boy sitting awkwardly on the couch while eyeing the room and smile sheepishly to him when their eyes meet each other. He smiled back and walked toward the boy.
“Hello. I’m Deanna’s brother, Kevin.” Kevin tried his best to get rid his annoying face before and greeted the young boy.
“Hello, my name is Dongho. I know you are her brother. She has told me before. Nice to meet you.” The younger politely greeted back.
“Oh, mighty mouth is always being a mighty mouth.”
Deanna spanked Kevin’s butt with all of her might causes his screams echoed within the house. Kevin tried to revenge by hitting her shoulder and she was trying to whack him back.
“Can you guys behave yourselves? We have a guest right in front of you now, kids.” Mr. Woo sighed.
Both of them stopped and realised that they were childishly wrestling in front of a young man.
“Oh, sorry.” They both smiled awkwardly to the confused Dongho and both of them separated with Deanna went to the kitchen and Kevin joined Mr. Woo and Dongho on the couch.
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Kevin walked as fast as he could and hurriedly close the door but it was held by a hand from outside. He sighed, it was impossible for him to avoid this girl. He allowed the person to enter into his room and sat at the edge of his bed.
“What’s wrong with your student?” Kevin sat beside her.
“What’s wrong with my student?” Deanna asked back.
“I feel... I don’t know what, the way he stared at me. What is he doing here?”
“I don’t see it, so I have no idea what’s wrong with him. Just don’t mind about him... he had some problem with his parents, his mother asked me to take care of him for a while because his father would beat him. She won’t anyone got into the prison after all.”
“Oh... it must be hard for him having this time in such young age... How long he will stay here?” Kevin widened his eyes.
“I don’t know, till everything goes fine. The end about me, start about yours now.”
Kevin sighed, burdened to start his part even he unwillingly to do that.
“He saw me when I was reading the diary.”
“You got read the diary? Then what he did?”
“Yes, he... He was trying to do... that. But he stopped and asked me to leave.” Kevin shut his eyes, gritted his teeth with his heart aching remembered back the nightmare.
“He mad because you read that book?!”
“I don’t know. He seemed mad and talked about other things too. About an old man, old woman, his brother and an ex boyfriend whoever he is. And something he said ...” Kevin wrinkled his brows together.
“But what is more fun... When I got to see something fucking grieved in my eyes when it’s actually something that I expected it will soothing me today.”
“What else he said?”
“No... It’s nothing. I don’t remember...” Kevin muttered, fluttered a bit.
“What the fucktard he is, did he hurt you?” Deanna gripped Kevin’s arm tightly.
“Ouch, no he did not! Can you please be gentle? You are so rough.” Kevin whimpered and rubbing at the place her hand pinching before.
“Sorry, why don’t you tell us before? Surely I will kick his ass!”
“I don’t want everything get worse, especially when he actually let me go. That’s why I stayed home for these days.” Kevin brought his legs up and hugged his knees.
“What you got from the diary? Anything?” Deanna cocked her head watching him earnestly.
Kevin shook his head, “Not so much, I have no idea what she wrote. Nothing about the modules she just ranted out about her life. Dad, Mr. Kim, love...” Kevin stopped while thinking of something.
“I think what you said before was true, probably her lover is Kim Kibum...”
Deanna frowned,”Really? Did she write there?”
“No... She didn’t reveal his full name, but I can guess from it.” Kevin sighed, remembered something.
“Actually Eli was there that night. We met on the street but I didn’t tell him anything.”
“What was he doing there? He still wants to get back with you?”
Kevin only stared on the floor. “Yeah... He wanted to go back to USA soon. So he asked me for the last time...”
“Then what you think?”
“I have thought about it for these day, I-“
Both of them startled when a phone vibrated on Kevin’s nightstand, Kevin weakly grabbed the phone and noticed that he received a text message. His heart began to thump wildly when the screen displayed a scary name, Bumonster. He opened with trembling fingers, he didn’t realised how much he wait for that name to appear on the screen but what he didn’t know that he would feel heartbroken when he read it.
“I don’t know if you want to answer my call so I just texted you, come to my place tomorrow after the office hours. Don’t worry I wouldn’t be crazy pervert to you anymore, at least this will be worth if you come. The last time would be worth for all who has waited for a long time, right?” Deanna read the text out loud.
“Will you trust him? How about if I go with you? Well, it looks like this going to be a last meeting, I guess he wants to give the modules. But who knows?”
Kevin took a deep breath, unable to describe his own feeling but his chest becomes heavier and he didn’t know the reason why he feel an urge to cry, the some parts of the message kind of invading his heart. He shuts his eyes, trying to find his strength within the darkness.
“Kevin?” Deanna was staring at Kevin with worries.
Kevin opened his eyes, turned his head to her.
“Will you go or you want to wait?”
Kevin thought for few times before he determinedly replied. “I... actually, I have decided...”
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Updated~! Lol, what do you think about this chapter?
Sorry again for everything( I've repeated this for every chapter^^).... Y~Y
Shoot me with loves, I love loves