(no subject)
Things seem to be happening far too fast lately... it's hard to know what to do sometimes. For now I suppose I have no choice but to just go along and hope for the best though.
(Private)
I still can't believe it... what on earth is going now? Shou-chan and I... we're engaged now? I still don't know what to say to him, or really anyone for that matter... what are our parents thinking of arranging this now of all times!
But perhaps now is the best time of all too... I just don't know how to tell anyone or most of all-- how to approach him.
There's no turning back from what I've done so far and those closest are mostly aware now: at least where my family and... well my family to be is. Once I've gathered my thoughts I'll try to tell my friends even because they can't see me like this yet... What kind of girl is scared of being arranged to marry someone she cares for, after all? I need to find that happiness again and hope Shou-chan can too maybe... if he'll forgive me before we have a life together...
[ooc: The engagement was announced to Yukari just a few days ago and has now come to everyone's attention within the immediate families; Anima included of course as well as Kenya who will soon be at the Shiraishi residence in hiding.]
(Private)
I still can't believe it... what on earth is going now? Shou-chan and I... we're engaged now? I still don't know what to say to him, or really anyone for that matter... what are our parents thinking of arranging this now of all times!
But perhaps now is the best time of all too... I just don't know how to tell anyone or most of all-- how to approach him.
There's no turning back from what I've done so far and those closest are mostly aware now: at least where my family and... well my family to be is. Once I've gathered my thoughts I'll try to tell my friends even because they can't see me like this yet... What kind of girl is scared of being arranged to marry someone she cares for, after all? I need to find that happiness again and hope Shou-chan can too maybe... if he'll forgive me before we have a life together...
[ooc: The engagement was announced to Yukari just a few days ago and has now come to everyone's attention within the immediate families; Anima included of course as well as Kenya who will soon be at the Shiraishi residence in hiding.]