Comments | yuki_buffy: I promise, I'm not dead!

yuki_buffy

I promise, I'm not dead!

Jun 17, 2013 10:04

Sorry that I haven't been posting at all lately. I've been busy with work, family stuff, and just trying to live my life. I've been fighting with doctors for months now. First they said that I did have rheumatoid arthritis so they put me on a medication. I didn't respond at all to it. So instead of trying something else, I've been in testing land ( Read more... )

fibro can suck my dick, i will survive, pain, real life, suck it fibro, life, yuki wants a pony, tl;dr, ow ow ow, mundane, irl

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floette June 17 2013, 14:11:56 UTC

the amount of pain that I am in is not consistent with the extent of my injury

UGH THIS. I just want to scream whenever someone says this to me - especially a medical professional. You know I have Fibro, so my body feels pain like woah, so why oh why do you continue asking me this question?! Just fix it so I don't want to amputate my goddamn arm/leg/head etc!

yuki_buffy June 17 2013, 14:20:02 UTC

I don't know that the nurse remembers my exact diagnosis when I call in over the phone. I was really upset Friday when all of that went on because I had not been sleeping. I am trying today to give them the benefit of the doubt and move on. Because of the pain pills, I got through a very busy and rough on my body weekend and have slept more. I could still use some time to catch up on my sleep more but I am more clearheaded today. I just hope that they don't think that I'm med-seeking. I'm not. I hate taking narcotics.

floette June 17 2013, 14:33:43 UTC

I get it usually directly after saying "I have fibromyalgia" "Well this sprain is causing you a lot of pain" ".... I HAV- nevermind."

If they think you're med seeking, they're idiots. They should try being in constant continual pain without decent medication.

yuki_buffy June 17 2013, 14:42:14 UTC

I doubt they actually are, I'm just always aware of the possibility that someone may think that I'm med seeking. I don't think I should worry though because my once a month prescription for a muscle relaxer lasts me a year. (as in one filled scrip lasts me a year, not one a month for a year.)

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marasmine June 17 2013, 21:24:15 UTC

I'm glad you aren't dead, although it sounds like you might have had a few moments when you wished you were. Hope they sort something out for you soon.