the gang and i went to st james power station's boiler room last night. it was pretty awesome albeit the fact that the female performers all looked like trannies and threatened to give us a little peek-a-boo when they appeared in hot shorts. peen and hot shorts do not go together. in any case, kudos to myself for only drinking two mouthfuls of ( Read more... )

so i finally succumbed to peer pressure and got an account on facebook. have only gotten 7 friends so far, hopefully more will be coming in or at least i hope i have enough friends in school to appear less pathetic. online friendship networks are certainly not my cup of tea but with the new swanky functions where you can upload tons of photographs ( Read more... )

compelled to go into hiatus simply because nobody is here anymore. nobody to hang out with. nobody to have a meal with. nobody even calls me anymore. it's been a week since i received any personal text messages. i really miss the pals who are overseas now. sometimes i just shut my eyes for a spilt second and imagine they're here.

and you especially ( Read more... )

for some reason, i've been putting kaiser chiefs' heat dies down on replay. so here, the lyrics -

I can just imagine you and me
Running out of steam
Going through the motions
I have no idea how you know
When I dip my toes
In other people's oceans

You have local knowledge
Of the local area
And that impressed me quite
So I tried that night
We did things I ( Read more... )

カメラとパソコンもこわれちゃった。本当にヤバイ。。。そえにも大親友は最近彼と切れちゃった。助けたいにも、助けできない。困ったけど、何もできる。自分のことも、何もできる。自分の希望とか、願いとか、全部失ったみたい。疲れちゃった。今、走られない。

ps/ 彼の電話待ってない。

for the longest time, i thought i was done for and stuck in the B rut for the rest of my university days. but with the grades released today, i can safely say that perhaps i was meant to go for exchange. just maybe. i was meant for greater things and i wasn't supposed to fall into a bad category. and i did it. two A minuses, one A and two Bs. ahhhh ( Read more... )

if life was a soundtrack. somehow i think even my itunes is skewed towards all the atsu loving. look at all the buck-tick! =)

OPENING CREDITS: BUCK-TICK: Candy
02 - WAKING UP: Sakurai Atsushi: X-Lover
03 - FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL: BUCK-TICK: Speed
04 - FALLING IN LOVE: BUCK-TICK: 'DO THE I LOVE YOU'
05 - FIGHT SONG: Various artistes: What's going on
06 - ( Read more... )

もし別の人が好きなら、どうすればいい。

and so the exams came and went. nothing much to dwell there, nothing fantastic. a couple of nightmares where i dreamt that i've gotten a D on a term paper and a C- on another - but that is normal; if there is no fear, there is no motivation (at least in my case, the fear of failling has been sustaining me through the past two ( Read more... )

a little bird flew and perched itself on my window sill a few days ago. it immediately evoked a strange emotion, a flood of memories and an overwhelming sense of bewilderment. when i was 7, a similar little bird flew into my room as well - to think the window was only slightly ajar. in retrospect, i could not even remember why the bird bugged me so ( Read more... )

does it make sense that i've returned from a lj hiatus so that i can retreat into a hiatus from social life ( Read more... )