If Only I Had...Chapter 3

[yukinonamida]

Title: If Only I Had...(Chapter 3/20)
Author: Yuki
Pairing: RyoShige
Rating: PG-13
Genre: AU, Romance, Supernatural, Angst
Warnings: Violence/Abuse
Summary: Losing a loved one is one of the most difficult things to live with and we always wish for a way to bring that person back. However, there are some times when that person is better off dead.

Comments

[fairy_illusions]

Am I first again? [cheers]

[fairy_illusions]

Owie. Shige, you're hurting my heart. Your fault Yuki! >:O

I want to know more about the background of this fellow. He seems like such an ass compared to Ryo-chan. Though Ryo-chan had a strange downward spiral before his death. Oh how I want Shige to be happy again~ D:

Yay updates! :D

[yukinonamida]

Sorry~ :p

He's pretty cold hearted though he has his reasons :3 Ryo was having some issues and sadly it ended that way :/

[kiariyuna]

So sad. ;_; That's really horrible way to die, and to have to watch it...I feel so awful for Shige.

Really well written once again, I'm kind of having a hard time thinking of things to say again..haha.

I'm excited to read more, and find out about the diary. ^^

[yukinonamida]

It was pretty difficult to write such a scene. I couldn't seem to put into words how hard it was for him to watch it.

Thanks lol ^^ We'll find out more about Ara and Jiro's stories from the diary next chapter. Though Jiro did tell Shige not to touch anything...^^;

[kiariyuna]

It was really well written though. ^^

Ah, I would probabaly read it too...^^; Curiousity would get the best of me, even if I knew it was wrong.

[yukinonamida]

I would read it too XD If I were him I'd want to know more about the two since they don't seem like just a normal couple

[desirer91]

Like someone else said...what a horrible way to die...
You ended this chapter with a cliffhanger...after 5 seasons of Lost I should be used to this feeling of "thirst for knowledge"...but this is something I'll never get accustomed to!
I have this love/hate relationship with this kind of chapter (or episodes) endings...
Exception made for the ending, which is making me feel like when I finish watching an episode of Lost, (I think the lines above are enough to explain what my approach with cliffhangers are), I totally loved this chapter!
And I totally love Ryo's character with all his insecurities.
...and I totally want to know more!...

[yukinonamida]

Lol I wasn't planning on leaving it on a cliffhanger but it would be weird if I started talking about Ara&Jiro's past after all of that stuff with Ryo's death.

I'm glad you liked the rest of the chapter though ^^ Ryo really was a sweetheart. :(

[yukinonamida]

Yup. You'll find out :)

It'll reveal more about her and how they got there. :)

[vinyaromeniel]

Oh you and your cliffhangers *laughs

Poor Shige. Having to see his lover being killed is probably the worst thing that can happen. If someone dies right in front of your eyes and there is nothing you can do and guilt is hunting you down for a long time because maybe, just maybe, you would have been able to save his life.. I want to hug Shige now. Really.

[yukinonamida]

I hate to continue when the next part will seem out of place :P

This is one of the times when the title really makes sense with the story. After something like that happens you can't help but wonder what would have happened if you had done something differently