If Only I Had...Chapter 12

[yukinonamida]

Title: If Only I Had...(Chapter 12/20)
Author: Yuki
Pairing: RyoShige
Rating: PG-13
Genre: AU, Romance, Supernatural, Angst
Warnings: Violence/Abuse in chapters 1-6
Summary: Losing a loved one is one of the most difficult things to live with and we always wish for a way to bring that person back. However, there are some times when that person is

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[desirer91]

...still writing from the old pc...but happier than ever because of this chapter!
I really loved it! I guess it places at the first place for this story's chapters! (Together with the one in which Shige listens to Ryo's recorded message).
Where should I start?
...Shige's pov...when he decided to tell the truth I didn't know whether it would have been a good thing to do or not...but now, I glad he said everything.
This Ryo's pov was truly amazing, it covered all the topics: his family, Asami, Jiro and, of course, Shige.
I think the thing I liked the most was the interaction between Ryo and his family...it was really touching because the fear of letting a parent down is one of the worst ever.
And I really admired Ryo's behavior...his finding the courage to tell his parents who he is...
And it was even more touching the ending, where he was finally accepted by his father too.
...now waiting for the chapter about the "date"...
Hope to see a Livejournal alert from your journal
soon,
-de-

[yukinonamida]

Aww, at least it works though :D

It's so hard keeping a secret like that from his parents. :( It all worked out for the best though ^^

Ryo really put himself out there and I think in this chapter you can see how far he's come since the beginning. :)

Thanks for your lovely comment as always <3 Surprisingly the things you commented on were the things I worried about thinking "Is this really okay?" so that makes me feel really happy as well :D

School is starting again on Monday so I'm not sure how busy I'll be but I am really excited to write the next chapter :D

[yukinonamida]

Thanks :D Yeah, it is still going to be a bit shaky but it hopefully will continue to get better :)
Lol they needed a fluffy moment. xD

Writing about Asami is really heartbreaking because she is so young and has such a big heart yet she is so limited. ;_;

Thanks for reading <3

[miss_jelly]

:D It ends on a happy note, I am peased :) I'm so glad for Ryo, things are wroking out better for him... I hope Jiro can have the same, though.

Ah, will Shige have to tell his own parents, next? Though I can't really imagine it going badly, but ya never know.

I am ready for this dae chapter, they deserve it :D

[yukinonamida]

After ten chapters of emo and angst, we finally have some happy moments :)

Shige's parents saw how upset he was after the death so they know how much Ryo means to him so I think it would be an easier transition for them.

They definitely do ^^ I can't wait to write it :)

Thanks for commenting <3

[vinyaromeniel]

omg I loved the ryoshige scene in the hospital. Am I being cheesy? xD

Hm, so Ryo had to die and come to live again until his Dad accepted him for what he was. Well, he can be happy he got another chance (the Dad, not Ryo).
And I wonder what will happen on the two day trip. ahem.

And I hope Asami will be able to get out of the hospital again?

[yukinonamida]

Actually I thought I was the one being cheesy with that scene xD but maybe that is because I rarely write happy stuff, I dunno. I'm glad you loved it though anyway :D

The death really showed his father how badly he messed up. He was about to do it again but he fixed it...it will take some time. :o

A bunch of RyoShige fluff~ :)

It doesn't look good but it all really depends on whether or not her condition improves :(

[sanshinyia]

Uwaaaa~ :DD I'll try to make a long comment this time!^__^

the biggest worry I had was whether or not Shige and I would be caught as we made out on my bed. Quotes again, but I can't help it~

Anyway, Jiro's pov seems somehow so unreal~ In the beginning he was so mean and evil and that made at least me to have negative feelings for him well of course, he hurt Shige., and now he appears... as an human.o.O Okay, quite drastic way to say it.XD Of course it's been explained why he was like that at first and it's quite understandable, but still. Maybe I'm just strange~ :D And I feel sorry for Asami ): But with her positive attitude she's definitely going to be fine ! Maybe~

Oooh, I don't envy Shige's parents at all~ Just had to say that. I wonder what else could I say about Ryo's parents but that at least his father isn't that good in conveying his feelings but that's how men are I guess :D And I feel pity for his mother for having to be in between them.o.O I talking nonsense, right? XD

Subject switch then ^__^ He is eating dinner and

[yukinonamida]

I love quotes <3

I can see what you're saying, like Jiro was the bad guy and all of a sudden he is nice. To understand it more, I think we have to look at the fact that we saw Jiro through Shige's eyes. Ryo's pain was slowly killing Jiro and he he hated Ryo for it. He beat Shige to get back at him, really. Also to have someway to vent. Shige (and the rest of us) saw Jiro as this violent psycho but in reality he was just in serious pain that wasn't even his and he didn't feel any love. He was also taken from somewhere he was happy. When Ryo stopped hurting, Jiro focused less on that anger and was able to feel calm and happy seeing Asami. As we hear from Ryo, he is still hurting. I hope that cleared it up o_o

His mother has always been caught up in the middle, poor lady :(

Lol you're seriously DoS. xD And yeah, his parents had to come in somewhere without completely ruining the moment :P

Wasn't pointless! <3 I love it ^_^ Ooh picspam @_@

[sanshinyia]

That's why I do it, because people seem to like it :D

Yeah it cleared it up, but still it's kinda weird. :D Though I'm starting to like him.

Maybe I am, I don't even know what that means~ XD I don't think I said I thought it was brilliant? Well it was brilliant.XD

Again it was even longer than I thought it was o.O I was like 'eeeeh' when I was it~ But good you liked ;D &hearts yeeaaah @__@ Full of Shige and his hotness~

[yukinonamida]

It is a weird transition but maybe it will become easier as the story continues? :o

I was thinking about when I made a macaroni ornament when I was 5 and somehow that scene came to life xD

His hotness sometimes breaks my computer XD