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yukinonamida

Hard Hand to Hold - Five

Jun 17, 2009 08:59

It was the hardest decision I had ever made, and what made it harder was that I was afraid I would never know if it was the right one.

Ever since Shige left that night, I couldn’t stop thinking about how unhappy I was with the way things were.

When I thought I wanted to try to get Noeru back, to apologize and try harder, I saw Shige’s face flush ( Read more... )

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setsuna_31 June 17 2009, 15:02:38 UTC

Noeru and Ryo are back!? How about Shige? Gosh, poor Shige. He was rejected by Ryo. XDD

Nice chapter indeed Yuki-chan~ ♥

yukinonamida June 17 2009, 16:16:58 UTC

Yup, he got rejected...:( But it was the wrong time. ;/

Thanks <3

waffi June 17 2009, 15:09:59 UTC

You spoil me with all these chapters xD

I think this chapter is really sad and I feel so bad for Shige...and I feel bad for Ryo too...I don't dislike Noeru but...well...why does he come of all sudden back? >_> seems not quite right for me and there is something wrong xD Maybe it's ebcause I like RyoShige too much ;)
I really feel bad for Ryo...because it's like Noeru is toying with him...but maybe they both suffer...>_>
I don't know xDD
But somehow this chapter felt really...sad~

I'm curious what Ryo saw in Noeru's eyes!!! XD

yukinonamida June 17 2009, 16:22:12 UTC

Lol I like spoiling :P And they're already written up till 7 so it's not hard to post quickly.

It was quite a sad chapter :/ I didn't realize until I read it over how depressing it was that Shige was completely rejected. It seems like it was all of a sudden, but we don't see what Noeru has been going through. He's had a while to think about what he did and he realized he wanted to be with Ryo again.

Noeru never even stopped to think that Ryo might not want him back, he just assumes. Which kind of shows that he takes Ryo for granted.

denkira June 17 2009, 15:53:32 UTC

Wow..I'm sooo glad it's finally up *___* I was refreshing the page like mad these few days XD

I really wonder about the last part of the text...I feel like it could be taken as both sides...what's the mistake then, going back with Noeru or going to Shige?

yukinonamida June 17 2009, 16:23:49 UTC

Yeah, this one took longer than I thought to edit because it was an important chapter :o

It's kind of a mystery at this point what he did choose, but you'll see through Shige's eyes what happened next chapter. ^^

fairy_illusions June 17 2009, 16:45:32 UTC

SHIGE!! D: *heart pieces lying all over the ground* D: D: D:

To get rejected is one thing, to NOT get rejected, then get slightly pushed away and then somehow nearly end up in bed with this one person and have them apologize is an ENTIRELY different thing. That must hurt a LOT.

I wonder what Ryo's going to do. I wonder if the guilt was in his eyes when Noeru looked at him. *sighs* If all he feels is guilt for Shige, well then forget it. He can just have Noeru

Another update soon, Yuki? :D!

fairy_illusions June 17 2009, 16:47:21 UTC

Great. HTML fail on my part lol sorry!

yukinonamida June 17 2009, 16:53:32 UTC

Lol no problem :P

I know...I seriously failed at making a "lighter" story. D:

I'd gladly steal Shige too xP And give him a hug because he seriously needs one. :(

I might update both 6&7 tomorrow. I'm not sure though :o

rainy_fruit June 17 2009, 17:06:44 UTC

Yuck, I don't like Noeru =( He just comes in all of a sudden and assumes that Ryo will take him back. Well, he won't! Because he loves Shige! BUAHAHAHA! *wishful thinking* But seriously, my heart kinda broke when Shige was rejected

yukinonamida June 17 2009, 17:22:01 UTC

He shouldn't have assumed, but then again Ryo let him. ._.

Yeah, my heart broke writing that part as well, but the next chapter is worse. x_x It levels off after that though as we get into the present finally. ^^