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I just read the most ming-fucking F
it's like Butterfly's Effect x 5
and the author's ability, as a writer, is amazing
everything's so minute and painstakingly real and morbid
wtffff I can't even function now///

I've always thought NewS was like Sclub7, where there's a band mixed of guys and girls (?!), and there's members dropping out and coming back in throughout all this time
but it's so lawl to watch them actually become Sclub7
hahaha

no way I'm getting that single
although shige looks so ゲンキ！ and happy~I want the calendars a lot now ( Read more... )

both my finance mark and h. psych mark are extremely low
a lot below expectation
the first time that a mark has been in the single digits, and it's really lowbut the feeling towards it is more or less distant and cold ( Read more... )

after the exam and presentation I feel a lot lighter ( Read more... )

2 more hours before I go to sleep
will I use those 2 productively??
I don't feel anything towards marks anymore

rainbowになりたい

but
I'll keep on saying, 'try your hardest'
because that is how things are done in my world

right now,
I want to go to Disney land with my friends
or 好きびと

山下さん did not leave any message
nor did anyone else
絆はどこで。。？

「共に歩んだ日々が　　生きつづけてるから」
この懐かしい気持ちは
わたしも

★★

from my window looking out
is a sea of dark gray, a thick blanket of snow
covering everything
at this time, it is hard to say, 「ガンバって」

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February 23rd!!


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