Going Full-speed in the Wrong Direction. Yikes.

[yukis_gal]

I sort of just want to shy away from life for a while.

Find a nice cozy little nook where I can watch everything without feeling trapped in my head, and just... experience without having to partake. Mostly because partaking makes me nervous.

I'm not depressed but I wonder what would happen if I just wasn't around anymore. I feel like.. if I were to,

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[anonymous]

Do you still live? How does one talk to you? Preferably behind the guise of text; I notice it's been over a year since you've been here, and assuming you're not strong enough of memory to discern who I am through the way I talk, drop me a screen name or something so I could get in touch with you. If you keep up on this at all, anymore. It rather seems you don't.

[yukis_gal]

I do live! Strangely enough. I don't really use many messenger clients though, mostly just MSN. Lydholmartin@hotmail.com, if you want to add me there. I use skype from time to time when requested. mikwau the user name. :) lydholmartin@hotmail.com maybe would work there too.

I have ideas of who this might be; there's not many people online with whom I maintain contact. Sort of outgrew it. And there's even fewer of those people who knew/know I had a journal.

So in conclusion, I leave a big, fat HMMMM.

[anonymous]

Take a stab at it; I'm curious of how much of an impact I had left. I'm pretty busy for the weekend, so perhaps I'll get on an MSN account come next week. I believe we're already 'friends' on there, if I can recall my old information.

[yukis_gal]

I want to say Grant and be pretty confident with the answer. Simply as a result of deductive reasoning: who else would know this journal as a method of finding me but a person of my long-passed past? And who -would- know about this journal but a select few from my long-passed past? AND who would type like it mattered a whole bunch besides the nerdly few I know? Additionally, who would be so concerned with their relation to myself? All the people I care to keep in contact with online, I've kept in contact with! Except the Grant. Lol. So. Just a hunch.

If it is, great, can't wait to hear from you! :D Maybe.
If it isn't, great, can't wait to hear from you! :D And find out who it actually is.

[chellie_]

I don't know if you check the email that you get LJ notifications from anymore, but I hope you're doing well.

<3 Michelle.

[yukis_gal]

No. Freaking. Way.

Dude, I seriously put like a good solid ten minutes into trying to creep you, last night. (Don't be creeped out, just be flattered. Aha. ;D) Thought about you. Hoped you were doing well. Wondered if I would ever talk to you again.

And not even twelve hours later, I hear from you. Way to hear my telepathic callings :D :D

How are you?