Behind schedule (Sakumoto)
Title: Behind schedule
Pairing: Sakumoto
Rating: R
Beta: ryosukekoibito
Genre: romance
Summary: Sho gets a weekend for two as a present and takes his lover along... to freshen up their relationship (Ohno's words, not Sho's. Of course) Jun however wants to relax there. And Sho likes a tight schedule.
Note: Written for learashi. I hope you'll like it <3
Sho has no time… for anything right now. Especially not for this. This is the ultimate first thought he has when his crew members from News Zero give him that coupon as a present. A long weekend for two in a luxurious hotel in Okinawa. It’s nice, but he has no time for this. Really.
That’s also what he tells Ohno when he meets him for a quick lunch. “Really?” Ohno mocks heartlessly. “Well, then I assume that you won’t have any time for the next ten years, because your schedule doesn’t seem to get lighter at all.”
Sho blushes. “That’s true. But-“
“What did you want to do on that weekend anyway? I thought it was free for all of us.”
“Do some research,” Sho points out. “I want to keep up with the newest information. We are having a special coverage of-“ He stops when he sees how Ohno rolls his eyes. “What?” he defends himself. “I’m not the only one working this much.”
“No, you are not. But none of us goes as crazy as you go,” Ohno says casually. “Not even Jun when he organizes our concerts. Not even Nino when he has several shootings at once.
Sho sighs. “I know.”
“Don’t turn into that workaholic dude,” Ohno continues. “Besides, don’t you have a relationship going? Or did you lose it somewhere during your busy schedule.”
Sho blushes slightly. “Everything’s fine. Jun understands.”
“Sure, he probably understood, until you turned completely work manic.” Ohno takes a piece from his tempura and bites down, chewing as he speaks. “We all love our work and our individual jobs, but you are forgetting your life on your way, and other important things.”
Sho wants to argue against that. He has a lot to say, but unfortunately - or perhaps fortunately - Ohno receives a call, and chats for a few minutes. The smile on his face is so soft and happy, and the expression on his face so full of love that something inside Sho cringes slightly. When was the last time he has seen such an expression on Jun’s face? When was the last time Jun actually smiled at him? Damn it, he can’t even remember the last time he went on a date with him…
Right at that moment Ohno puts the phone aside for a second. “Sho-kun, just take Jun along and go on that vacation. He freshened up his look with a new hairstyle two weeks ago, so how about you freshen up your relationship now?” He giggles about his own lame joke and is back on the phone.
Sho however looks at him in horror. A new hairstyle!? When the fuck did Jun get a new hairstyle? Two weeks ago? Has it been that long since he’d Jun or talked to him? Oh dear… that is indeed embarrassing.
He eyes the coupon and the brochure once more. This sounds like a nice vacation actually. Ohno is right. They need this. They need exactly this, Sho knows it. The last few months have been stressful and nerve-wracking, and he’s been working a lot. And there is just this huge distance between them that he didn’t realize at first, but it is getting more and more visible each day that they argue rather than just enjoy their few free minutes with each other, or every time Jun doesn’t call him back immediately in his break.
Time to mend their relationship before it’s broken.
~~~
Indeed, the next time Sho see’s him Jun’s hair is shorter than before. And fluffier. Sho reaches out his hands, touching the strands of hair carefully before he runs all his fingers through it, giggling slightly at the fuzzy feeling.
Jun grunts in annoyance. “You know I would bite anyone else’s hands off, don’t you?”
“Well, as long as you don’t bite mine off.” Sho pauses, suddenly feeling a bit nervous. Jun’s hair is not forbidden territory for him, is it?
“I assume you like it then?” Jun asks with a teasing tone in his voice that Sho hates and loves at the same time.
“I love it. God, you are so cute. I can’t believe how fluffy your hair is. I might just be fanboying over it.” Truth to be told he is rather fanboying over Jun in general. Not that it’s a huge secret for anyone, though Jun doesn’t seem to see it. Weird how things changed… first it was Jun being crazy over him in his junior days and now it’s him turning in a fanboy. And this new hairstyle is just too adorable… he can’t get his hands out of it. “You’ll let me touch your cute hair, right? Please,” he whines.
Jun chuckles. “You are so silly sometimes.” He adds two more pairs of shorts to his bag, and a few shirts. “It’s nice that you got those free tickets though.”
Sho nods. He’s just dropped by at Jun’s apartment to help him pack. Last week he surprised him and told him about their possible little trip together. Luckily Jun was immediately enthusiastic about his offer to spend the weekend together and adapted his personal schedule to match the free weekend.
While Jun gathers his belongings, Sho goes through the little pamphlet. “A tiny island off Okinawa,” he muses. “I don’t think I’ve ever been there before.”
“Yeah,” Jun chuckles. “It’s in the middle of nowhere. Maybe we could even do some sightseeing.” He pauses. “Well, only if there is something to see. Otherwise I’ll happily just lie at the beach or let someone massage me.”
“Oh, don’t worry.” Sho chirps in pure self-confidence. “I’ve planned quite some things.”
Jun looks at him skeptically. “You have?”
Sho nods and pats his bag. “I’ve brought my notebook along with the perfect schedule for the both of us. I’ve tried really hard to make this as interesting for you as possible.”
“Schedule?” Jun asks yet again. He sighs slightly, but doesn’t say anything. Only remotely Sho wonders what he meant with that suggestive tone, but he drops the subject. He doesn’t want to start an argument. Not now, when they finally get to spend some time together.
Jun luckily doesn’t say anything about it either, probably because they are running out of time and they have to hurry a bit to reach their flight. For the next few hours to their destination they keep the conversation happy and light, both of them enjoying the fact that they are able to take some days off.
~~~
When they get off the small airplane and want to head to the ferry immediately. The warm air almost takes their breaths away for a moment. Their baggage was sent to their resort with extra-fast service. But it’s so hot that Jun immediately gets rid of his sweater. He is carrying a little extra-bag with things he might need on the way. Of course he is prepared. “Unbelievable that it’s so warm,” he mumbles. “Is all your stuff in your bag?”
“Yes.” Sho wipes the sweat from his forehead.
Jun smiles in sympathy. “I’m sorry, I only brought this emergency shirt with me for now. I have more in my suitcase. Do you want to stop somewhere to buy one?”
“No.” Sho shakes his head. “Let’s just go to the ferry. We’ll be late otherwise, and I have so much planned.”
“For today?” Jun asks in surprise. “You have something planned for today too?”
“Of course,” Sho chirps. “Let’s go. We have a tight schedule.”
“A tight-“
He doesn’t get to hear what Jun wants to say, because they reach the ferry and get pushed on board. Soon the fresh wind of the sea is blowing into their faces. Jun leans over the rail, looking down into the water with a fascinated look on his face. Combined with his hairstyle he looks so cute all of a sudden, and so young. It’s like Sho is looking at a version of young Jun again. Overwhelmed by his feelings he just can’t stop himself, he has to reach out and touch Jun’s toned arm. The way it’s muscular and strong reminds him that this Jun is not young Jun anymore. It’s actually better like that, because he loves his Jun of today.
Jun blinks a bit when he feels Sho’s touch, and a careful smile curls his lips. Sho swiftly reaches forward and kisses him. It’s only a fast and short kiss, because they are in public, but still Jun’s cheeks are flushed slightly when he pulls back.
“So,” Jun stutters. “What’s on your schedule for today?”
“Oh!” Sho is in his element immediately. “First we have one hour to get to the hotel, shower and change, and then…”
“Only one hour?” Jun asks in shock. “You want me to take a shower and change within an hour!?”
Sho blinks. Why is Jun so upset? An hour is plenty of time, one could do a lot of things in that amount of time. “Well,” he mumbles and goes through his calendar. “We could squeeze in an additional 15 minutes if you want. Then I’ll shorten our-“
“Forget it, Sho-san,” Jun interrupts him shortly. Sho squeezes his eyes, trying to understand if there is anything off with Jun. Was his tone just slightly irritated or not? Unfortunately Jun is sporting an indifferent expression now, and it’s so freaking difficult to read him. Jeez, it used to be so easy when he was still a teen. Now he has his game down perfectly, and while Sho loves Jun’s little games most of the time, he wishes he would be more open sometimes.
When no one is looking, Sho reaches out his hand, catching Jun’s little finger with his and linking them together. Jun smiles all of a sudden, a light in his eye when he glances back at him.
~~~
Jun is wearing a tight white top, a pair of black capris, and his sunglasses. He looks so good that Sho has to fight hard to suppress the urge to just jump him and drag him into bed. Forget the schedule and go to love-making immediately. Unfortunately sex is scheduled for later that night.
“So, what are we doing now?” Jun wants to know.
Sho smiles knowingly and taps his schedule. “First we go for a little sightseeing, half an hour. Then we’ll watch the sunset at the observation deck - I’ve tracked the time when the sun is supposed to set tonight. We have exactly 15 minutes for it. One hour for dinner. Half an hour for a walk at the beach. And-“
“One question,” Jun interrupts him all serious.
“Hm?”
“When do we go to the toilet?”
Sho frowns for a moment, going through the schedule in his hands. “Toilet…” he mumbles before he halts and eyes Jun. “Oh. This was a joke, wasn’t it?
Jun sighs, again, and Sho decides he needs to do everything to make him stop sighing. He is supposed to smile a lot, not sigh. Maybe he could adapt his schedule a bit?
To his surprise Jun doesn’t complain at all that evening, he doesn’t even tease him for having scheduled a ‘sunset-selfie’ to send to their friends. Unfortunately when they are back at the hotel though, Jun drops into their bed in exhaustion and almost falls asleep immediately. Sho sighs slightly. He has to cross out that love-making point of his schedule. Well, on the upside he can adapt the schedule a bit. He takes the ten guidebooks he brought along and goes through all the activities they offer. It’s 3AM when he finally goes to bed, curling against Jun’s back.
~~~
The alarm almost makes him jump out of the bed again. It’s 7:30AM. He tries to blink the sleep away, seeing how Jun stirs under the blanket before he gets up with a sigh. “So early?” Jun mumbles, sounding grumpy. He really is a bad morning-person. It’s kind of adorable.
Sho decides to distract him immediately by kissing his forehead and tugging his arm to pull him to the shower. “Just take a warm bath,” he chirps and blinks his own tiredness away.
Jun pulls an eyebrow up. “You could join me…” he mumbles sleepily and wraps his arms around Sho’s waist from behind.
Sho turns his head, smiling. God, that dude is so seductive. His eyes are still looking sleepy and his hair is a mess, and he is so cute, but also so hot… “I…” He shakes his head. “But our schedule,” he stutters. “I’ve made an appointment for us to swim with dolphins… and then go kitesurfing.”
“What?” Jun blinks. “Really?” He looks at Sho in surprise, then he nods. “Well, then...” He lets go of Sho and goes to the bathroom, closing the door behind him. Sho isn’t sure if he likes that or not. “I’ll try to be fast!”
He really is, much to Sho’s surprise. Without any complaint he meets Sho for a swift breakfast before they head to the beach resort. Sho likes activities but this here - particularly kitesurfing - isn’t really his thing. However seeing Jun laugh, swim with the dolphins and then exhaust himself during kitesurfing is definitely worth the one hundred times he himself drops into the water in a clumsy, more than ungraceful way. His coordination has never been the best.
They take their lunch from one of the stands there. They mostly have grilled fish and little snacks, and again Jun seems to be really content. However their schedule is tight and Sho has to watch out that they get to everything on his list.
“Shopping?” Jun blinks. “Seriously?”
“Yes, I’ve scheduled one hour for shopping-“
“One hour?” Jun asks, before he bursts into a laugh. Sho frowns, not quite sure what Jun finds that funny. He doesn’t dare to ask though, and unfortunately Jun doesn’t enlighten him either. Instead they head for a shop with accessories first, and it takes half an hour for Jun to look through everything before he buys a bracelet with shells. The next stop is a department with shirts - Jun wants to buy something for their bandmates. Twenty minutes.
Sho is slowly getting nervous. “Jun-kun, we need to hurry…”
“Sho-san.” Jun makes a long pause, probably to put emphasis on what he says next. “You don’t want to rush me when shopping, believe me!”
Sho gives in. “Fine,” he says with a sigh. “Let me postpone our helicopter ride then.”
Jun raises an eyebrow, but doesn’t say anything, and the next hour Sho is busy with rescheduling everything he has planned. They are going for the helicopter ride at late afternoon, then they have mojitos and the renowned flambéed fruits at the famous cocktail-bar; twenty minutes should be enough. Then the romantic walk at the promenade with the sunset right in front of them. He still needs to think of a plan B in case the sky is cloudy. Unfortunately he has no power over the weather… But they could still do a romantic walk, maybe at the beach then, walking barefoot through the warm sand and let the waves brush over their feet. Drink out of a coconut…
And oh-
He needs to lay Jun tonight, definitely. That’s a given! The only question is… When should he schedule them for having sex?
Hm…
~~~
Sho is so obsessed with Jun’s new hairstyle. And not only that… now it’s also his sheet anchor too, because Jun sits right in front of him in the helicopter and chats with the pilot while he leans forward here and there to look outside. Meanwhile Sho feels like throwing up. He tries to stare at Jun’s hair to distract himself. Why the hell did he schedule a stupid helicopter flight for them when he hates heights?
Despite the unpleasantness Sho is feeling, Jun’s smile is definitely worth it. He turns around now, taking Sho’s hand. “Are you alright?”
“Yeah, of course.” Sho nods and tries to stare at Jun’s cute bird’s nest instead of outside. This hairstyle is going to be one of his new favorites. Cute-hair-cute-hair… it’s like a mantra to calm down.
“How long will this flight take us?” Jun wants to know.
“One more hour,” the pilot explains and makes a shaky right curve. Sho gasps.
“Is there a place to go down and have a break?”
The pilot laughs happily. “Of course! Actually there is a wonderful place right ahead of us. We’ll get down there. It’s a perfect observation spot. You will be right on top of a cliff and have a great view of the other islands. At the backside is a huge natural landscape with palm trees and tropical plants.”
“Great, thank you sir.”
Sho blinks in shock. When they get down now, it will take them longer than scheduled and- “Jun-kun, we don’t have the time to have a break. My schedule says-“
“Sho-san,” Jun interrupts him firmly, turning back to stare him down with a warning look in his eyes. “We are going down! And I don’t want to hear the word schedule again! End of discussion.”
When Jun says end of discussion in that definitive tone it is end of discussion. Well, had Sho had ground beneath his feet, he might have argued and maybe even won; just because he is at least as strong-headed as Jun is… if not even more stubborn. But the fact that they are up in the air definitely helps Jun win this argument.
He sulks a bit when they get off the helicopter but the steady ground beneath his feet helps him indeed. It’s only when they finally get back - Sho by car, Jun by helicopter because it would be impolite towards the pilot otherwise - miss the sunset and are too late for their restaurant reservation (and have to eat at a weird bar. Jun eats some sort of undefinable curry soba, while he himself sticks with fried rice) that Sho feels this whole vacation is a complete disaster. He wonders what he should do to save the next day they spend together here…
Back in their hotel room, the both of them take a shower, and when Sho gets out of the bathroom, Jun has stretched out on their king-sized bed, wearing his bathrobe. Sho bites his lips nervously. What now? He knows he is too much of a control freak when it’s about schedules and organising trips, so scheduling every second probably was too much. He should have just enjoyed their time together, instead of stressing over every detail.
“Jun.” Sho drops all formalities and sits down on the bed as well. “Are you mad?” He slips closer, poking Jun’s back, before he lies down next to him, snuggling against him. He kisses his neck. “You are mad, I know it, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to ruin this vacation. I know, I know I’m a control freak with my perfectly planned schedule, but I’m just so happy to be on vacation with you. And you are so wonderful that I wanted to enjoy every minute with you. I love your cute smile and how happy you were when we went kitesurfing. You have the most beautiful smile in this world. And you are so perfect, when you…”
“Hm,” Jun interrupts him and turns around. He grins. “Why do you stop?” He chuckles. “What else do you love about me?”
Sho blinks in surprise for a moment, then he playfully smacks Jun. “You were tricking me! You weren’t mad?”
“Oh, I was. At first.” Jun smiles. “But I didn’t miss the fact that you chose all those activities because I like them. I loved a lot of things we did today, I just wished we would have had more time for some of them. Your schedule-obsession is a bit freaky. But I’m probably the even bigger freak for falling for such a schedule-maniac. You know, somehow I love my control freak.” He reaches out to the bedside table and angles for something. “So, I decided to help.”
“Help with what?” Sho asks curiously.
“Here.” Jun hands him a sheet with paper. He knows it almost too well. It’s his…
“My schedule?” When did Jun sneak it away? Does that mean he also saw that he scheduled them for having sex? How embarrassing.
“Yes, I adapted it a bit, and added a few changes,” Jun says casually.
Sho frowns, eyeing the paper in front of him. Jun indeed changed a few things, like crossing out the details Sho had gone overboard on; he let them have more time at the beach and for relaxing, and to Sho’s relief Jun scheduled only himself for going surfing and doing other difficult water activities, Sho could just relax meanwhile, and… Sho can’t help but giggle helplessly.
“So you do like it?”
“I can’t believe you planned our whole sexual interaction,” Sho laughs. “What does it say? Eleven to 11:10 PM kissing, 11:10-11:20 blow job… Like, seriously only ten minutes?”
“Well, you like a tight schedule, don’t you?” Jun teases.
Sho smiles and puts the paper away. “So, why don’t you start?”
“Oh please, Sho-kun!” Jun mock-complains. “It says we start at 11:00. It’s still, 10:58! Please, think of the schedule!”
“Okay, stop it.” Sho laughs. “I learned my lesson.” He grabs Jun’s bathrobe and pulls him closer by tugging at it. “Now kiss me.”
Jun doesn’t let him ask twice, instead he surges forward, engulfing Sho in a heated kiss, like he wants to suck all the air out of him. He grabs Jun’s hips, pushing him back and down into the mattress. The bathrobe is easily removed and Jun isn’t wearing anything underneath it. Good. It’s been more than three weeks since they had sex. Too long.
“What about your blowjob,” Jun mumbles like in a daze, while Sho already prepares him for intrusion, two of his slicked up fingers moving in and out easily. He doesn’t want to wait right now. He just wants to be inside of Jun… now, as fast as possible.
“I’ve decided to postpone that for later this evening,” Sho explains with a husky voice, and presses a sloppy kiss against Jun’s lips, before his lips trail downwards over his neck, sucking at one of his sensitive nipples. “For now, I just want to fuck you.”
“Then do it,” Jun teases. “Why are you talking so much?” He pushes himself up on his elbows, moving dangerously close to Sho’s ear. “Sho-san,” he bites into Sho’s ear softly. “I want to feel you inside me.”
Sho groans. Teasing brat, like seriously. But he likes it that way, there is no denying it. Jun’s teasing can tick him off and turn him on at the same time. He lifts Jun’s legs up, pushing into him without further warning. Jun gasps, a moan escaping his lips, and with a smirk Sho sits up on his knees, lifting Jun’s hips up and fucking him like that. The angle makes Jun throw his hand back, his fingers grabbing Sho’s upper thighs.
“Fuck… yes… Sho-san,” Jun moans, wrapping his legs around Sho’s waist and pressing their bodies closer to each other. “What are you doing to me?”
“Sh,” Sho smiles and bends forward, his fingers diving through Jun’s hair, before he kisses him softly. His free hand starts stroking Jun’s neglected erection.
Jun’s hands move up from his thighs to Sho’s back, stroking over it and through his hair from behind. “And they say I’m the tease,” he breaths out when Sho thrusts into Jun with more strength now.
He makes Jun come first, before he gives in to the pressure and to Jun’s hips pushing back against him. He comes inside of Jun, his ears ringing and only remotely he can hear Jun’s moans. For a moment he just drops down on top of Jun, regaining his breath while he can feel Jun’s fingers still clenched into the muscles of his back.
He recovers fast though and reaches forward to kiss Jun. “I’ve had an idea,” he whispers, moving from Jun’s lips to his cheek.
Jun’s fingers wander down his hips. “What kind of idea?”
“Last week I freaked out because we haven’t spent much time with each other lately. There has been so much tension between us recently. And I didn’t even know you had a new hairstyle. Ohno-san told me about it. It means that I didn’t see you for two freaking weeks…”
“That’s not your fault, Sho-san,” Jun tells him soothingly, pecking his nose. “You’ve had tons of work. I’m very proud of all the things you achieved,” he continues and kisses Sho’s cheek now.
“It’s just… Okay, so we can’t go on trips and dates often, but I still want to see you on a daily basis, so…” Sho smiles nervously. He has planned how to ask this, and it certainly wasn’t his perfect plan to ask right after he was inside of Jun. “Should we move in together?”
Jun stops the kissing of his cheek and neck, and pulls back a bit, looking at Sho directly. “Are you serious?”
“Yes,” Sho stutters. “I’ve been thinking about it for a while now. I want to see you more. And I think we should both keep our apartments so that the public won’t get suspicious, and rent a new one for the both of us together.” He grabs Jun’s face, his thumbs brushing over his cheeks. “I want to have you around me regularly. We have such time-consuming jobs and most of the time we are out for jobs and on tour, but the thought of coming home and sharing this home with the person I love, is… I really want that.”
“You think you could live with me?” Jun asks in disbelief. “You might be crazy with your schedule-planning, but I’m a control freak too. I probably won’t ever let you into the kitchen. And I can’t stand an untidy apartment. I mean, I might just snap at you about why you didn’t put the controller at its correct place or why you don’t put your clothes into your wardrobe, and-“
“It’s okay.” Sho smiles happily. It’s good to know that Jun has the same fears he has. Doubts that he isn’t good enough and might just drive the other away. “We’ll work it out. I have my issues too. My bad temper and I’m even more stubborn than you are. Each one of us has his baggage to carry. If we work as a team, we’ll get through it, I’m certain. So what do you say?”
“Yes.” Jun smiles. “Of course, I agree. How could I ever say no to you?”
Sho nods happily. At a loss for cheesy lines, as he is pretty bad with those in general, he goes back to what he knows best. His hands move down Jun’s body, squeezing his butt before he leans into another kiss.
“So, what now?” Jun mumbles against his lips, his breath going a little faster already.
“I was thinking about getting back to that schedule of yours, now that we’ve had a little time to rest.” Sho tilts his head. “What did it say? Blow-job?”
“Really?” Jun pulls his eyebrows up, mock-wondering. “You can get into action again so fast?”
“Well, you know,” Sho teases. “I like a tight schedule.”
Pairing: Sakumoto
Rating: R
Beta: ryosukekoibito
Genre: romance
Summary: Sho gets a weekend for two as a present and takes his lover along... to freshen up their relationship (Ohno's words, not Sho's. Of course) Jun however wants to relax there. And Sho likes a tight schedule.
Note: Written for learashi. I hope you'll like it <3
Sho has no time… for anything right now. Especially not for this. This is the ultimate first thought he has when his crew members from News Zero give him that coupon as a present. A long weekend for two in a luxurious hotel in Okinawa. It’s nice, but he has no time for this. Really.
That’s also what he tells Ohno when he meets him for a quick lunch. “Really?” Ohno mocks heartlessly. “Well, then I assume that you won’t have any time for the next ten years, because your schedule doesn’t seem to get lighter at all.”
Sho blushes. “That’s true. But-“
“What did you want to do on that weekend anyway? I thought it was free for all of us.”
“Do some research,” Sho points out. “I want to keep up with the newest information. We are having a special coverage of-“ He stops when he sees how Ohno rolls his eyes. “What?” he defends himself. “I’m not the only one working this much.”
“No, you are not. But none of us goes as crazy as you go,” Ohno says casually. “Not even Jun when he organizes our concerts. Not even Nino when he has several shootings at once.
Sho sighs. “I know.”
“Don’t turn into that workaholic dude,” Ohno continues. “Besides, don’t you have a relationship going? Or did you lose it somewhere during your busy schedule.”
Sho blushes slightly. “Everything’s fine. Jun understands.”
“Sure, he probably understood, until you turned completely work manic.” Ohno takes a piece from his tempura and bites down, chewing as he speaks. “We all love our work and our individual jobs, but you are forgetting your life on your way, and other important things.”
Sho wants to argue against that. He has a lot to say, but unfortunately - or perhaps fortunately - Ohno receives a call, and chats for a few minutes. The smile on his face is so soft and happy, and the expression on his face so full of love that something inside Sho cringes slightly. When was the last time he has seen such an expression on Jun’s face? When was the last time Jun actually smiled at him? Damn it, he can’t even remember the last time he went on a date with him…
Right at that moment Ohno puts the phone aside for a second. “Sho-kun, just take Jun along and go on that vacation. He freshened up his look with a new hairstyle two weeks ago, so how about you freshen up your relationship now?” He giggles about his own lame joke and is back on the phone.
Sho however looks at him in horror. A new hairstyle!? When the fuck did Jun get a new hairstyle? Two weeks ago? Has it been that long since he’d Jun or talked to him? Oh dear… that is indeed embarrassing.
He eyes the coupon and the brochure once more. This sounds like a nice vacation actually. Ohno is right. They need this. They need exactly this, Sho knows it. The last few months have been stressful and nerve-wracking, and he’s been working a lot. And there is just this huge distance between them that he didn’t realize at first, but it is getting more and more visible each day that they argue rather than just enjoy their few free minutes with each other, or every time Jun doesn’t call him back immediately in his break.
Time to mend their relationship before it’s broken.
~~~
Indeed, the next time Sho see’s him Jun’s hair is shorter than before. And fluffier. Sho reaches out his hands, touching the strands of hair carefully before he runs all his fingers through it, giggling slightly at the fuzzy feeling.
Jun grunts in annoyance. “You know I would bite anyone else’s hands off, don’t you?”
“Well, as long as you don’t bite mine off.” Sho pauses, suddenly feeling a bit nervous. Jun’s hair is not forbidden territory for him, is it?
“I assume you like it then?” Jun asks with a teasing tone in his voice that Sho hates and loves at the same time.
“I love it. God, you are so cute. I can’t believe how fluffy your hair is. I might just be fanboying over it.” Truth to be told he is rather fanboying over Jun in general. Not that it’s a huge secret for anyone, though Jun doesn’t seem to see it. Weird how things changed… first it was Jun being crazy over him in his junior days and now it’s him turning in a fanboy. And this new hairstyle is just too adorable… he can’t get his hands out of it. “You’ll let me touch your cute hair, right? Please,” he whines.
Jun chuckles. “You are so silly sometimes.” He adds two more pairs of shorts to his bag, and a few shirts. “It’s nice that you got those free tickets though.”
Sho nods. He’s just dropped by at Jun’s apartment to help him pack. Last week he surprised him and told him about their possible little trip together. Luckily Jun was immediately enthusiastic about his offer to spend the weekend together and adapted his personal schedule to match the free weekend.
While Jun gathers his belongings, Sho goes through the little pamphlet. “A tiny island off Okinawa,” he muses. “I don’t think I’ve ever been there before.”
“Yeah,” Jun chuckles. “It’s in the middle of nowhere. Maybe we could even do some sightseeing.” He pauses. “Well, only if there is something to see. Otherwise I’ll happily just lie at the beach or let someone massage me.”
“Oh, don’t worry.” Sho chirps in pure self-confidence. “I’ve planned quite some things.”
Jun looks at him skeptically. “You have?”
Sho nods and pats his bag. “I’ve brought my notebook along with the perfect schedule for the both of us. I’ve tried really hard to make this as interesting for you as possible.”
“Schedule?” Jun asks yet again. He sighs slightly, but doesn’t say anything. Only remotely Sho wonders what he meant with that suggestive tone, but he drops the subject. He doesn’t want to start an argument. Not now, when they finally get to spend some time together.
Jun luckily doesn’t say anything about it either, probably because they are running out of time and they have to hurry a bit to reach their flight. For the next few hours to their destination they keep the conversation happy and light, both of them enjoying the fact that they are able to take some days off.
~~~
When they get off the small airplane and want to head to the ferry immediately. The warm air almost takes their breaths away for a moment. Their baggage was sent to their resort with extra-fast service. But it’s so hot that Jun immediately gets rid of his sweater. He is carrying a little extra-bag with things he might need on the way. Of course he is prepared. “Unbelievable that it’s so warm,” he mumbles. “Is all your stuff in your bag?”
“Yes.” Sho wipes the sweat from his forehead.
Jun smiles in sympathy. “I’m sorry, I only brought this emergency shirt with me for now. I have more in my suitcase. Do you want to stop somewhere to buy one?”
“No.” Sho shakes his head. “Let’s just go to the ferry. We’ll be late otherwise, and I have so much planned.”
“For today?” Jun asks in surprise. “You have something planned for today too?”
“Of course,” Sho chirps. “Let’s go. We have a tight schedule.”
“A tight-“
He doesn’t get to hear what Jun wants to say, because they reach the ferry and get pushed on board. Soon the fresh wind of the sea is blowing into their faces. Jun leans over the rail, looking down into the water with a fascinated look on his face. Combined with his hairstyle he looks so cute all of a sudden, and so young. It’s like Sho is looking at a version of young Jun again. Overwhelmed by his feelings he just can’t stop himself, he has to reach out and touch Jun’s toned arm. The way it’s muscular and strong reminds him that this Jun is not young Jun anymore. It’s actually better like that, because he loves his Jun of today.
Jun blinks a bit when he feels Sho’s touch, and a careful smile curls his lips. Sho swiftly reaches forward and kisses him. It’s only a fast and short kiss, because they are in public, but still Jun’s cheeks are flushed slightly when he pulls back.
“So,” Jun stutters. “What’s on your schedule for today?”
“Oh!” Sho is in his element immediately. “First we have one hour to get to the hotel, shower and change, and then…”
“Only one hour?” Jun asks in shock. “You want me to take a shower and change within an hour!?”
Sho blinks. Why is Jun so upset? An hour is plenty of time, one could do a lot of things in that amount of time. “Well,” he mumbles and goes through his calendar. “We could squeeze in an additional 15 minutes if you want. Then I’ll shorten our-“
“Forget it, Sho-san,” Jun interrupts him shortly. Sho squeezes his eyes, trying to understand if there is anything off with Jun. Was his tone just slightly irritated or not? Unfortunately Jun is sporting an indifferent expression now, and it’s so freaking difficult to read him. Jeez, it used to be so easy when he was still a teen. Now he has his game down perfectly, and while Sho loves Jun’s little games most of the time, he wishes he would be more open sometimes.
When no one is looking, Sho reaches out his hand, catching Jun’s little finger with his and linking them together. Jun smiles all of a sudden, a light in his eye when he glances back at him.
~~~
Jun is wearing a tight white top, a pair of black capris, and his sunglasses. He looks so good that Sho has to fight hard to suppress the urge to just jump him and drag him into bed. Forget the schedule and go to love-making immediately. Unfortunately sex is scheduled for later that night.
“So, what are we doing now?” Jun wants to know.
Sho smiles knowingly and taps his schedule. “First we go for a little sightseeing, half an hour. Then we’ll watch the sunset at the observation deck - I’ve tracked the time when the sun is supposed to set tonight. We have exactly 15 minutes for it. One hour for dinner. Half an hour for a walk at the beach. And-“
“One question,” Jun interrupts him all serious.
“Hm?”
“When do we go to the toilet?”
Sho frowns for a moment, going through the schedule in his hands. “Toilet…” he mumbles before he halts and eyes Jun. “Oh. This was a joke, wasn’t it?
Jun sighs, again, and Sho decides he needs to do everything to make him stop sighing. He is supposed to smile a lot, not sigh. Maybe he could adapt his schedule a bit?
To his surprise Jun doesn’t complain at all that evening, he doesn’t even tease him for having scheduled a ‘sunset-selfie’ to send to their friends. Unfortunately when they are back at the hotel though, Jun drops into their bed in exhaustion and almost falls asleep immediately. Sho sighs slightly. He has to cross out that love-making point of his schedule. Well, on the upside he can adapt the schedule a bit. He takes the ten guidebooks he brought along and goes through all the activities they offer. It’s 3AM when he finally goes to bed, curling against Jun’s back.
~~~
The alarm almost makes him jump out of the bed again. It’s 7:30AM. He tries to blink the sleep away, seeing how Jun stirs under the blanket before he gets up with a sigh. “So early?” Jun mumbles, sounding grumpy. He really is a bad morning-person. It’s kind of adorable.
Sho decides to distract him immediately by kissing his forehead and tugging his arm to pull him to the shower. “Just take a warm bath,” he chirps and blinks his own tiredness away.
Jun pulls an eyebrow up. “You could join me…” he mumbles sleepily and wraps his arms around Sho’s waist from behind.
Sho turns his head, smiling. God, that dude is so seductive. His eyes are still looking sleepy and his hair is a mess, and he is so cute, but also so hot… “I…” He shakes his head. “But our schedule,” he stutters. “I’ve made an appointment for us to swim with dolphins… and then go kitesurfing.”
“What?” Jun blinks. “Really?” He looks at Sho in surprise, then he nods. “Well, then...” He lets go of Sho and goes to the bathroom, closing the door behind him. Sho isn’t sure if he likes that or not. “I’ll try to be fast!”
He really is, much to Sho’s surprise. Without any complaint he meets Sho for a swift breakfast before they head to the beach resort. Sho likes activities but this here - particularly kitesurfing - isn’t really his thing. However seeing Jun laugh, swim with the dolphins and then exhaust himself during kitesurfing is definitely worth the one hundred times he himself drops into the water in a clumsy, more than ungraceful way. His coordination has never been the best.
They take their lunch from one of the stands there. They mostly have grilled fish and little snacks, and again Jun seems to be really content. However their schedule is tight and Sho has to watch out that they get to everything on his list.
“Shopping?” Jun blinks. “Seriously?”
“Yes, I’ve scheduled one hour for shopping-“
“One hour?” Jun asks, before he bursts into a laugh. Sho frowns, not quite sure what Jun finds that funny. He doesn’t dare to ask though, and unfortunately Jun doesn’t enlighten him either. Instead they head for a shop with accessories first, and it takes half an hour for Jun to look through everything before he buys a bracelet with shells. The next stop is a department with shirts - Jun wants to buy something for their bandmates. Twenty minutes.
Sho is slowly getting nervous. “Jun-kun, we need to hurry…”
“Sho-san.” Jun makes a long pause, probably to put emphasis on what he says next. “You don’t want to rush me when shopping, believe me!”
Sho gives in. “Fine,” he says with a sigh. “Let me postpone our helicopter ride then.”
Jun raises an eyebrow, but doesn’t say anything, and the next hour Sho is busy with rescheduling everything he has planned. They are going for the helicopter ride at late afternoon, then they have mojitos and the renowned flambéed fruits at the famous cocktail-bar; twenty minutes should be enough. Then the romantic walk at the promenade with the sunset right in front of them. He still needs to think of a plan B in case the sky is cloudy. Unfortunately he has no power over the weather… But they could still do a romantic walk, maybe at the beach then, walking barefoot through the warm sand and let the waves brush over their feet. Drink out of a coconut…
And oh-
He needs to lay Jun tonight, definitely. That’s a given! The only question is… When should he schedule them for having sex?
Hm…
~~~
Sho is so obsessed with Jun’s new hairstyle. And not only that… now it’s also his sheet anchor too, because Jun sits right in front of him in the helicopter and chats with the pilot while he leans forward here and there to look outside. Meanwhile Sho feels like throwing up. He tries to stare at Jun’s hair to distract himself. Why the hell did he schedule a stupid helicopter flight for them when he hates heights?
Despite the unpleasantness Sho is feeling, Jun’s smile is definitely worth it. He turns around now, taking Sho’s hand. “Are you alright?”
“Yeah, of course.” Sho nods and tries to stare at Jun’s cute bird’s nest instead of outside. This hairstyle is going to be one of his new favorites. Cute-hair-cute-hair… it’s like a mantra to calm down.
“How long will this flight take us?” Jun wants to know.
“One more hour,” the pilot explains and makes a shaky right curve. Sho gasps.
“Is there a place to go down and have a break?”
The pilot laughs happily. “Of course! Actually there is a wonderful place right ahead of us. We’ll get down there. It’s a perfect observation spot. You will be right on top of a cliff and have a great view of the other islands. At the backside is a huge natural landscape with palm trees and tropical plants.”
“Great, thank you sir.”
Sho blinks in shock. When they get down now, it will take them longer than scheduled and- “Jun-kun, we don’t have the time to have a break. My schedule says-“
“Sho-san,” Jun interrupts him firmly, turning back to stare him down with a warning look in his eyes. “We are going down! And I don’t want to hear the word schedule again! End of discussion.”
When Jun says end of discussion in that definitive tone it is end of discussion. Well, had Sho had ground beneath his feet, he might have argued and maybe even won; just because he is at least as strong-headed as Jun is… if not even more stubborn. But the fact that they are up in the air definitely helps Jun win this argument.
He sulks a bit when they get off the helicopter but the steady ground beneath his feet helps him indeed. It’s only when they finally get back - Sho by car, Jun by helicopter because it would be impolite towards the pilot otherwise - miss the sunset and are too late for their restaurant reservation (and have to eat at a weird bar. Jun eats some sort of undefinable curry soba, while he himself sticks with fried rice) that Sho feels this whole vacation is a complete disaster. He wonders what he should do to save the next day they spend together here…
Back in their hotel room, the both of them take a shower, and when Sho gets out of the bathroom, Jun has stretched out on their king-sized bed, wearing his bathrobe. Sho bites his lips nervously. What now? He knows he is too much of a control freak when it’s about schedules and organising trips, so scheduling every second probably was too much. He should have just enjoyed their time together, instead of stressing over every detail.
“Jun.” Sho drops all formalities and sits down on the bed as well. “Are you mad?” He slips closer, poking Jun’s back, before he lies down next to him, snuggling against him. He kisses his neck. “You are mad, I know it, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to ruin this vacation. I know, I know I’m a control freak with my perfectly planned schedule, but I’m just so happy to be on vacation with you. And you are so wonderful that I wanted to enjoy every minute with you. I love your cute smile and how happy you were when we went kitesurfing. You have the most beautiful smile in this world. And you are so perfect, when you…”
“Hm,” Jun interrupts him and turns around. He grins. “Why do you stop?” He chuckles. “What else do you love about me?”
Sho blinks in surprise for a moment, then he playfully smacks Jun. “You were tricking me! You weren’t mad?”
“Oh, I was. At first.” Jun smiles. “But I didn’t miss the fact that you chose all those activities because I like them. I loved a lot of things we did today, I just wished we would have had more time for some of them. Your schedule-obsession is a bit freaky. But I’m probably the even bigger freak for falling for such a schedule-maniac. You know, somehow I love my control freak.” He reaches out to the bedside table and angles for something. “So, I decided to help.”
“Help with what?” Sho asks curiously.
“Here.” Jun hands him a sheet with paper. He knows it almost too well. It’s his…
“My schedule?” When did Jun sneak it away? Does that mean he also saw that he scheduled them for having sex? How embarrassing.
“Yes, I adapted it a bit, and added a few changes,” Jun says casually.
Sho frowns, eyeing the paper in front of him. Jun indeed changed a few things, like crossing out the details Sho had gone overboard on; he let them have more time at the beach and for relaxing, and to Sho’s relief Jun scheduled only himself for going surfing and doing other difficult water activities, Sho could just relax meanwhile, and… Sho can’t help but giggle helplessly.
“So you do like it?”
“I can’t believe you planned our whole sexual interaction,” Sho laughs. “What does it say? Eleven to 11:10 PM kissing, 11:10-11:20 blow job… Like, seriously only ten minutes?”
“Well, you like a tight schedule, don’t you?” Jun teases.
Sho smiles and puts the paper away. “So, why don’t you start?”
“Oh please, Sho-kun!” Jun mock-complains. “It says we start at 11:00. It’s still, 10:58! Please, think of the schedule!”
“Okay, stop it.” Sho laughs. “I learned my lesson.” He grabs Jun’s bathrobe and pulls him closer by tugging at it. “Now kiss me.”
Jun doesn’t let him ask twice, instead he surges forward, engulfing Sho in a heated kiss, like he wants to suck all the air out of him. He grabs Jun’s hips, pushing him back and down into the mattress. The bathrobe is easily removed and Jun isn’t wearing anything underneath it. Good. It’s been more than three weeks since they had sex. Too long.
“What about your blowjob,” Jun mumbles like in a daze, while Sho already prepares him for intrusion, two of his slicked up fingers moving in and out easily. He doesn’t want to wait right now. He just wants to be inside of Jun… now, as fast as possible.
“I’ve decided to postpone that for later this evening,” Sho explains with a husky voice, and presses a sloppy kiss against Jun’s lips, before his lips trail downwards over his neck, sucking at one of his sensitive nipples. “For now, I just want to fuck you.”
“Then do it,” Jun teases. “Why are you talking so much?” He pushes himself up on his elbows, moving dangerously close to Sho’s ear. “Sho-san,” he bites into Sho’s ear softly. “I want to feel you inside me.”
Sho groans. Teasing brat, like seriously. But he likes it that way, there is no denying it. Jun’s teasing can tick him off and turn him on at the same time. He lifts Jun’s legs up, pushing into him without further warning. Jun gasps, a moan escaping his lips, and with a smirk Sho sits up on his knees, lifting Jun’s hips up and fucking him like that. The angle makes Jun throw his hand back, his fingers grabbing Sho’s upper thighs.
“Fuck… yes… Sho-san,” Jun moans, wrapping his legs around Sho’s waist and pressing their bodies closer to each other. “What are you doing to me?”
“Sh,” Sho smiles and bends forward, his fingers diving through Jun’s hair, before he kisses him softly. His free hand starts stroking Jun’s neglected erection.
Jun’s hands move up from his thighs to Sho’s back, stroking over it and through his hair from behind. “And they say I’m the tease,” he breaths out when Sho thrusts into Jun with more strength now.
He makes Jun come first, before he gives in to the pressure and to Jun’s hips pushing back against him. He comes inside of Jun, his ears ringing and only remotely he can hear Jun’s moans. For a moment he just drops down on top of Jun, regaining his breath while he can feel Jun’s fingers still clenched into the muscles of his back.
He recovers fast though and reaches forward to kiss Jun. “I’ve had an idea,” he whispers, moving from Jun’s lips to his cheek.
Jun’s fingers wander down his hips. “What kind of idea?”
“Last week I freaked out because we haven’t spent much time with each other lately. There has been so much tension between us recently. And I didn’t even know you had a new hairstyle. Ohno-san told me about it. It means that I didn’t see you for two freaking weeks…”
“That’s not your fault, Sho-san,” Jun tells him soothingly, pecking his nose. “You’ve had tons of work. I’m very proud of all the things you achieved,” he continues and kisses Sho’s cheek now.
“It’s just… Okay, so we can’t go on trips and dates often, but I still want to see you on a daily basis, so…” Sho smiles nervously. He has planned how to ask this, and it certainly wasn’t his perfect plan to ask right after he was inside of Jun. “Should we move in together?”
Jun stops the kissing of his cheek and neck, and pulls back a bit, looking at Sho directly. “Are you serious?”
“Yes,” Sho stutters. “I’ve been thinking about it for a while now. I want to see you more. And I think we should both keep our apartments so that the public won’t get suspicious, and rent a new one for the both of us together.” He grabs Jun’s face, his thumbs brushing over his cheeks. “I want to have you around me regularly. We have such time-consuming jobs and most of the time we are out for jobs and on tour, but the thought of coming home and sharing this home with the person I love, is… I really want that.”
“You think you could live with me?” Jun asks in disbelief. “You might be crazy with your schedule-planning, but I’m a control freak too. I probably won’t ever let you into the kitchen. And I can’t stand an untidy apartment. I mean, I might just snap at you about why you didn’t put the controller at its correct place or why you don’t put your clothes into your wardrobe, and-“
“It’s okay.” Sho smiles happily. It’s good to know that Jun has the same fears he has. Doubts that he isn’t good enough and might just drive the other away. “We’ll work it out. I have my issues too. My bad temper and I’m even more stubborn than you are. Each one of us has his baggage to carry. If we work as a team, we’ll get through it, I’m certain. So what do you say?”
“Yes.” Jun smiles. “Of course, I agree. How could I ever say no to you?”
Sho nods happily. At a loss for cheesy lines, as he is pretty bad with those in general, he goes back to what he knows best. His hands move down Jun’s body, squeezing his butt before he leans into another kiss.
“So, what now?” Jun mumbles against his lips, his breath going a little faster already.
“I was thinking about getting back to that schedule of yours, now that we’ve had a little time to rest.” Sho tilts his head. “What did it say? Blow-job?”
“Really?” Jun pulls his eyebrows up, mock-wondering. “You can get into action again so fast?”
“Well, you know,” Sho teases. “I like a tight schedule.”