Fanfic: Doubts and Love
Title: Doubts and Love
Author: yume16
Disclaimer: The plot is mine...but not the boys *sob*
Beta: uhm, sorry^^ I didn't want to bother my beta
Pairing(s): Nisen, mentioned Kitafuji (because I can't help it *sighs*)
Rating: PG-13
Genre: it was supposed be angst...but it's not.
Warnings: idiotic, randomness, crack, failed angst
Summary: Nikaido is worried and Senga has a special way to take care of his worries.
Author Notes: That's my first real Nisen-fic. That happens when I look at too many Nisen-pics like earlier...It had been supposed to be angst, but then Nisen got cute and Kitafuji hijacked the rest of the plot. It's a random fic, but I hope you enjoy it anyway^^
Doubts and Love
“Ne, Kento, do you think I am needed?“
“What are you talking about Takashi?”
Nikaido rolled onto his stomach and looked at his best friend, who was sitting on the chair standing in front of his desk.
“You know…”
Senga lifted an eyebrow and looked questioning at him.
He buried his face in the next best pillow. It was so embarrassing and if it weren’t Senga there with him, he would have never asked in the first place.
“Hey Nika…” Senga stood up and tried to tug the pillow out of his fingers so that he had a chance to look at him.
“You are not crying, are you?”
“The hell!” His head snapped up and he saw relief in Senga’s eyes.
“Sorry, you are just acting a little weird.”
He sighed. Now he had even managed to make Senga worried.
“Ken-chan, do you think I am needed in Kisumai?” He finally asked and looked at his hands. He was always giving them problems when they had to master a challenge or even when not.
“You are an awesome dancer. Yokoo is our mother and is absolutely inevitable. Miyata can give the whole group a laughing fit in one second. Tamamori is adorable and sweet and can charm whoever he wants. Fujigaya’s sex appeal is out of the question. Kitayama is our rock we can depend on. And let’s be serious: Those three in the front are basically Kisumai. Tama is loved by anyone, Kitayama grabs Fujigaya when everything is falling apart and they save us. The hell…”
He buried his face in his hands.
“Stupid, remember what Kitamitsu said? That we have to make use of the TV shows we appear on like Kisuhama? Moreover, Gaya is right; Johnny can’t keep that stupid separation up forever. The fans are mad. The fans, you see? Our fans. You are such an idiot sometimes. Who else can do clean back flips like you? I still need to use my arm to stable myself.”
“You’ll soon be able to do it, too. You can do everything.” He mumbled into his hands.
Senga ‘tsk-ed’.
“We need to have confidence in ourselves! Only that way we can shine, and hey, the costumes we are wearing at the moment in the back are way better than the other three. I can’t complain. Black is cool. We are seven. Tamamori said it, therefore it’s true.”
He laughed a little before he sighed. Of course Senga wasn’t that worried. His dancing had gotten recognized many times already.
Suddenly, Senga jumped on his feet and pointed at Nikaido.
“I don’t love people that are not awesome!”
“So?” He asked confused.
“But I love you!”
He blinked.
Senga extended his chin defiantly as if he was ready to face anything. The next thing that could be heard was a scream from the younger one. Nikaido had tackled him on his bed and grinned widely.
“I am awesome, you said!”
“Seriously Nika. Is that your reaction to another man confessing to you? You know, you should be disgusted.”
“Idiot, that is my reaction when you confess to me!”
“Oh…” Senga blushed and looked everywhere but in his eyes.
“I guess complaining has its advantages.” He put his arms on Senga’s chest and placed his chin on top of them.
“You are not being nice. I even confessed to you to cheer you up and all you do is…being a brat.”
“Of course, since I am Kisumai’s brat, aren’t I?”
Senga’s gaze softened and he smiled slightly.
“Yeah, you are our brat. Everyone has a role that’s important.”
“I guess so. Let’s work hard together…partner.” He winked at the younger one and Senga rolled his eyes.
“Sure, sure.”
”Oh and hey, I am not mean, because I love you, too.”
“Oh.”
He grinned and then quickly leaned up and kissed Senga square on the mouth. Satisfied he pulled back after some seconds.
“Mou Nika, couldn’t have our first kiss been more romantic than that?”
“What is more romantic than the two of us cuddled up to each other in my bed?”
Senga had to laugh at that.
“Well, I guess I got a kiss that is truly Nikaido Takashi like. I can’t complain.”
Nikaido smiled as Senga wrapped his arms around his waist and looked up at him.
“It’s a deal then.”
”A deal?” Senga asked confused.
“Yeah, we are a couple from now on.” He said satisfied and Senga grinned.
“What?”
”You are just so you.”
“Of course, I am.”
“Ne, if we are dating now…” Senga said hesitantly.
“Yeah?”
“Stop letting Kitamitsu in your shower.”
“Stop letting Fujigaya cuddle you then.”
“That’s going to be difficult.” They said at the same time and looked meekly at each other.
“Ah! I got a solution.” Nikaido said after some seconds.
“Tell me.” Senga looked curiously at him and he grinned confidently.
“Look, we need someone to cuddle Fujigaya and we need someone who let’s Kitayama in his shower.”
”So?”
“How about we get Fujigaya and Kitayama to cuddle each other in the shower!”
Senga looked at him as if he thought he had lost his sanity.
“The plan is foolproof.” Nikaido nodded his head without doubting his plan
“Yeah right, that’s as possible as if we were trying to get water to burn.”
“Silly, water can’t burn.” Nika swatted Senga on the head.
“That’s what I am saying. Sure the plan is foolproof if it wasn’t for the little detail that we are talking about Kitayama and Fujigaya.”
“Oh come on, I am sure secretly they like each other.”
“Secretly, and they are not going to change that anytime soon.”
“Let’s just do it.”
“I guess that’s going to be our next mission impossible.” Senga gave in to Nika as always.
“Just that we are way cooler than Tom Cruise.”
“And that our mission is a little bit more impossible.”
“Right.” Nikaido nodded satisfied. “KitaFuji are going to be tough work.”
“Isn’t it FujiKita?” The younger one asked confused.
“Do you seriously think that Fujigaya tops?”
“What does that have to do with it? Anyway, don’t underestimate Gaya’s pride.”
“Fans write the name of the top first if I am not mistaken. Kitamitsu is wicked though and knows how to get what he wants.”
“Gaya is immune to Kitayama’s tricks. Wait,does that mean…Nikasen…Hey! We still need to discuss this!”
“Kitayama only has to pamper him a little. Aww, you don’t want to bottom for me?” Nikaido batted his eyes innocently.
“That’s…I…please, that’s embarrassing.”
“So you actually would?”
“Good night.” Senga closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep. The blush on his cheeks was telltale though.
“Hey!” Nikaido tried to get the other to talk but Senga vehemently refused. Mumbling unhappily, the older one of the two wrapped his arms around his new lover and decided some sleep wouldn’t hurt.
The next day they went to the company together and they were unusual early.
“What should we do now?” Senga asked and Nikaido shrugged his shoulders. He didn’t have an idea either so they went to their dressing room. Or rather like they planned to go there.
Shock frozen, Senga almost didn’t manage to close the door silently.
“So much about mission impossible.” Nikaido pouted “Those two are no fun. They took all the fun away.”
“I guess they really do like each other secretly.” Senga said after some seconds.
“Hm, let’s watch.” Nikaido said and shrugged his shoulders.
”What? No! We can’t watch them having sex!”
“They are our sempais. They should teach us.”
“No.” Senga took him by the hand and dragged him away.
“It did look rather hot though. What a pity.”
“Whatever…”
“But hey, I was right. Kitamitsu tops.” Nikaido made a peace sign at his lover.
”It could have been a coincidence.”
“Oh come on.”
“Maybe Gaya just let him this once.”
“But I ship KitaFuji…”
“And I ship FujiKita!”
Nikaido rubbed his nape.
“Let’s just ask them then. There is no use fighting about this if we can just ask.”
“Do you want to die early?” Senga crossed his arms in front of his chest.
“We can always propose a foursome to save our necks.”
“Nika?”
“Yes?”
“Go search your brain. I’ll get coffee in the meantime.”
“Hey!”
"Why am I in love with an idiot." Senga mumbled as he left for the canteen.