ok, is it a hard thing to ask for people to email me back?? I'm going crazy here!! I need them to contact me and I need to be able to.....well you know.... talk to some one I love!! They're probably have a hundred and two things to do, so I'll just wait till they say "hello" you know ( Read more... )

Well, I think I better start this up again.. um... Here I am in Chico California, and now I am at a loss of words. I want  to just spill everything from the beginning. but that will take up more time than I have right now. I think I'll just have this as my own little journal from here on out. yes, thats what I'll do ( Read more... )

I love my father, so much. He's always been there. His name is Bill Hogan, he was my foster father for eight years and I consider him my dad.  He has cancer. Its spread through out his body. I dont know what to do. He means the world to me. What would I do without him?? What can I do ( Read more... )

My memories keep bugging me. It seems like they wont go away. Why do I have to be different?? Why do I have to be the one with problems? I just want to say "YuMi get over it."

Well, its not like I or any one else can do anything about them. And I know its not my fault that I was hurt when I was a kid. But still, it makes me feel like I'm not worth ( Read more... )

Weston gave me a note and a blue folder. In the folder was a love song he wrote about me. Maybe I'm alittle one sided, but it was the best lyrics I have ever read. It was so sweet.. here it is:

this dream keeps coming back to me
a little different each time, but still
the same world, the same reality
this time as it was the last and
she still makes my ( Read more... )

So, I have a friend and I know for a fact that her boyfriend is cheating on her. I have no idea how to tell my friend. Should I or should I let him go off to college to "find himself" and eventually they will break up. or should I save her from one heart break for another. maybe they will decide that they arent made for each other and break up?? I ( Read more... )