So. Yeah. I'm so tired of kirking out like I do. One day, man. One day and I'll be ok. One day I won't b such a pain in the ass to all those around me. As I stated in a previous entry I woke up feeling abnormaly depressed, like my life has no meaning. As though my soul was empty. I think I may have pin pointed it. As I also stated the trouble ( Read more... )

So the part lst night was a total bust. I lost my cell phone there, somewhere and no way of checking in to see if they found it yet. Luckily it still has power, no matter how little it may be. I just tried to call it hoping that someone would answer but they didn't. It really doesn't surprise me much. I had fun I guess but I mean, it's just not my ( Read more... )

Here I am at Nigga's house. And now for a quote ( Read more... )

Take the time to talk to me and relize that I always seem to make it out that I am depressed. That's a lie. Talk to me about what it is that makes me happy and be prepared to listen to me talk non-stop about Jon. Get me off the topic of Jon, and listen to me go on for hours about my personal nigger, Tionna. There are so many things in my life that ( Read more... )

Hello to the legions of readers on this massive world we call the internet. My name is Barbara F. Mangrum. The date is February 16th, 2006. I am 18 years old and I am living in Arnold Maryland. My interests include computers, video games and Asia. I have a very caring boyfriend named Jonathan M. Lober. I refuse to tell you how long we have been ( Read more... )