last night was not just another saturday night. it was nice. as people read i thought, "this is what all of them think. this is was describes who they are. they picked something to read that is a part of them." i wish i could have brought myself to say something more than just, "that was really nice." i had so much more going on in my mind, i just ( Read more... )

i am up working on homework. i know, HORRIBLE.

do you ever get that feeling that everything is okay?
i have that right now :)

boys tend to focus on the outside more than the inside. what if they could see inside of me? they would just see my guts and causally say, "ew." i am sick of having to rip open a boys mind to just hear, "yeah i hate my father." i have always heard that girls are hard to understand but stop and think about it. BOYS ARE NOT EASY EITHER ( Read more... )

MY GRADES HAVE GONE UP.
AND.
PLEASE
SAY YESSS.

why did you have to act cool? put some wall up to keep your real feelings in. i know that it is all in there ready to come out. do you just need time? i can wait for you if that is what you want. just make sure you tell me. please tell me something ( Read more... )

when someone does something like that how can you look at them the same? how could you act normal around them? she acts so strong. i admire for being the woman she is and if some dumb guy doesn't like her 100 percent fuck him. he dosen't deserve anyone as good as you.

I wish I was blank ( Read more... )

i am so happy and pissed off at the same time. i just want to scream "fuck you" then maybe slip in a "but have a fun time doing it."

it is five in the morning and i am with lizzie. around 11 we decided it would be a good idea to stay up all night... well let me start from earlier. i went to a bonfire. a food not bombs bonfire. it was really a lot of fun. we kegged it. haha. not really. well we root beer kegged it. i love food not bombs. it is nice to know there are other people ( Read more... )

no one ever told me you didn't have to depend on someone else, but then again no one told me you did either. well on second thought i guess the media does since i am a woman. they show couples with the male figure making the money and supporting the other. they show men having the upper hand. how did i become the person i am then ( Read more... )