random entry
got my interim yesterday, yes i'm doing so good and i love it. i feel darn proud. lol
i went to the douglas vs taravella game it was kinda sad b.c it wasnt even my school to cheer for, but its okay. & when u scored i felt proud & when they tackled u i wanted to kill them for maybe hurting u..
..causing u pain hurts me more than i ever knew. its like an endless cycle of emotions that i cant leave behind. leaving u behind is like tearing me into pieces, like as i would being leaving a part of myself a place where i couldnt protect it. i dont want anything or anyone to hurt u ever. i wish i could holdu close and never let anyone place one finger on u that could damage u.
the song breakaway makes me feel like i should be watching old scenes in the movie of my life. like as if its the backround song while i watch me and the people i love laughing and crying together.
the word forever warms my heart. to bad the feelings scares me more than anything else.
[peace up ! A town]
i went to the douglas vs taravella game it was kinda sad b.c it wasnt even my school to cheer for, but its okay. & when u scored i felt proud & when they tackled u i wanted to kill them for maybe hurting u..
..causing u pain hurts me more than i ever knew. its like an endless cycle of emotions that i cant leave behind. leaving u behind is like tearing me into pieces, like as i would being leaving a part of myself a place where i couldnt protect it. i dont want anything or anyone to hurt u ever. i wish i could holdu close and never let anyone place one finger on u that could damage u.
the song breakaway makes me feel like i should be watching old scenes in the movie of my life. like as if its the backround song while i watch me and the people i love laughing and crying together.
the word forever warms my heart. to bad the feelings scares me more than anything else.
[peace up ! A town]