it had to be stephanie's camera.


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got important shit done at school today. hung out with cj. had good sober sex. watched beavis and butthead. took the subway. bought some movies and cds.
got home. ate cerial. now i'm updating for you guys.

lookie, its dry.


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me and my mom finally talked about my dad. we never really did. she told me everything. how they met, how big of a junkie he was, how he changed then died ( Read more... )

am i awake or am i dreaming? i feel so dazed. each and everyday we get closer and closer to death and this is what we call living. i hope i look sexy, dead. i hope people want to touch my body even though it'd be rotting. hm, yeah ( Read more... )

i'm seeing the locust tonite. yess!

PS- this song makes me so wet... seriously.

i want to learn how to skateboard really fucking good.


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i got a new $400 amp today from guitar center. ITS SO FUCKING AWESOME! it has a whole bunch of cool dials and, even the wah sound so now i don't need to purchase a wah pedal. its fucking HUGE and its fucking LOUD! i can't stop playing guitar!!!! imma go play right now, byebye ( Read more... )

my eyes are burning. maybe because i'm lacking hardcore sleep like a little nigga? perhaps.
anyway. i made a site. you should check it out. ACID TRIPi wish my band 's site was up before this one. fuck the navy! oh well. i'll live. i've been great actually ( Read more... )

dude. i'm stupid! i fucking hide from people i used to hang with in the past way too much but thats gotta stop. i avoid phone calls and letters and shit. why do i push these people away ( Read more... )

heavy metal all the way man... or something.
god, i LOVE music. it almost makes me sick.