downward rainfall..

[yumpopxflips]

Here it is, 3:18am, and I am feeling so down.. I dont know why. Its like.. im upset over two people. For two different reasons. I was laying in bed, and my mind started to wander.

*should i be stepping into this new relationship right now? i mean, i know i have to move on, and i know its not all about josh.. its those times when i want to talk to

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[inn0cent_kisses]

I believe that it must be very hard. I never had to go thru something like this before. What I'd do is try to get over Josh first because I go into another relationship because if you get into a relationship right away, your still going to be thinking of Josh and Freddy might take offense and get upset and yadda yadda.

[yumpopxflips]

yeah i totally see what you mean. im taking things slow.. not just because of me, but he is going through a divorce aswell. so.. its not right to just rush into things. i do still hurt because of josh, which is only natural.. but i really care about freddy too.. and i really hope things work out.

[inn0cent_kisses]

I hope things work out too.