Aaron's funeral is today. The viewing starts at 10am. I dont know how this is going to go. I know I haven't allowed myself to really except it. I have only cried once, when they first told me that he died. I've been sad over it, but I just cant let the tears flow for some reason ( Read more... )

i can never get these words in when we speak, and i dont even know how to word it here...

i thought that once i got myself together with my job, my license, and my security, that i would be okay. i thought that the thoughts of you would fade. i thought that by now i wouldnt be looking at the headlights coming down my street, hoping they belonged ( Read more... )

Amy keeps yelling at me to update.. lol. Sorry about that ( Read more... )

UGH. I havent been writing much.. things have been so EWW. I FINALLY got my damn license back though, so this weekend, I have been all over the place! lol. I am so glad I got them back, alot more freedom now ( Read more... )

Aah.. nice day off, but I am so damn bored! GRR. I am supposed to be going over to my Granny's house later to plant some flowers for her.. ugh, I dont really wanna go, but I have nothing better to do ( Read more... )

Dont you LOVE this layout?? I hope so, cause I plan to have it up for a while. lol. Let me explain these pictures ( Read more... )

I know I haven't been writing alot. Sorry. I guess not much is going on these past few days, I was staying busy all the time, to keep myself from dwelling on the deaths (total of 6) around me and my friends in the last two or three weeks.

I'm going to be getting a new layout soon, just as soon as RAE <3 can put it up for me. ;) It is beautiful, ( Read more... )

Being single.. KICKS ASS. I have no one to answer to, for the first time in a long time. I usually "boy hop" from one relationship to the next, but I'm not this time. I'm enjoying being able to hang out with whoever I want, whenever I want. No punk ass can tell me what to do. WHOOP ( Read more... )

Shitty week man! damn.

MY FRIEND JASON was killed on Monday. ( RIP ) We went to school together, but I had lost contact over time. We saw eachother around town, and chatted, but we werent as close as we used to be. I have his funeral to go to tomorrow at 3pm. You can click the link in his name, to read the newpaper article, if your interested.

I ( Read more... )

I really am doing pretty good. I'm getting sick, terrible cough and congested so bad. But, I haven't really been whining around the house much. I talked to Freddy last night until like.. 4:30am. It was really nice ( Read more... )