hey sweet pea im doin really bad today..like i keep askin my self y am i here on this earth..theres no reason that i kno of..i just feel so dumb..i need a shrink..lol i need to talk to someone..im havin all sorts of problems..it didnt really hit me intil my way home 4rm skool..i just feel real empty..lost..dumb..ugly..ahh i cant take this..im not ( Read more... )

lol im so hungry sweet pea..lol i cant co0k 4 nothing..and im taken co0kin classes..whats the deal..i tried to make me some pancakes this morning but they turned out to be burnt and dry..lol this never happened b4..perhaps im losin my touch...wat am i goin to eat...mmm new subject..darnit i gotta go back to skool 2morro..and we dont go on break ( Read more... )

i am so bored..even tho im talking on the fone..im so mad becuz of wat happened yesterday i cant go to the mall at night no more..lol crazy crazy crazy..and im so sore from all that walkin at the mall..my side hurt..my back hurt..my neck hurt..lol everything hurt and i had some chicken wings and now my stomach is killin me..lol i was in the ( Read more... )

lol hey sweet pea i was at the mall..had much fun and when i was on my way walkin home this man was like..mmmm i like that..thats nice..he was like wats ur name..im like ewww..he was like how old r u..im like 14..he was like thats ok im 22..im like ewww if u dont go some where..then mah grand ma came running over there was like oh no she only 14.. ( Read more... )

hey sweet pea im baQ..well lets see today was iight..i mean it was hot and b0rin..omg in gym i had to do all these fitness tests..i had to run and all that..i didnt want to0..lol my bang got mess3ed up..oh well it was so nice to see darryl today..i missed him alot..he always got me laughin..no matter wat..always talkin about brittany aka yung ( Read more... )

hello journal..oOoOOo ima call u sweet pea name after my l0tion..lol iight but i been so bad..like im gettin over the flu..and ima go back to skool 2morro..ahh i am so not ready for this..mmm i dont kno wat to do..maybe i shud skip..nah nah..mm im goin back cuz i miss my krity..lol thats my best friend in the world..ima post some pics of me and her ( Read more... )